tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-224786762011-11-06T23:52:31.940-08:00AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.comBlogger671100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-65597191196620843842009-12-28T08:15:00.000-08:002009-12-28T08:26:35.521-08:00好久都没来此笔下心情。<br />还有少过五个半月。日子真难过... 有谁能真了解我心情. 处了她,还有谁? 一切的一切, 有谁能与我承担? 我那开朗, 天塌下当被盖的性格又跑哪儿去了? 人是会变的... 慢慢地, 我与成功的道路越来越遥远...<br /><br />此刻, 心情复杂, 没啥快乐与不快乐的... 人, 成长... 慢慢地, 需要做的决定也变多了. 责任也多了... 但是, 能力却没啥改变.. 但因这两年, 我荒废了许多东西... 笛子, 身体, 友谊... 一切与一切...<br /><br />朋友, 我有吗? 真势的有几个? 叹.... 愿离开那是非之地, 一切能在回到从前班.. 有说有笑的日子...<br />现在, 我不快了... 因为我在那儿...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-6559719119662084384?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-3404983179069250452008-04-15T11:05:00.000-07:002008-04-15T11:15:44.327-07:00张学友, 歌神, 四大天王...<br />今年都已经四七岁了... 魅力始终不减...<br /><br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">女人香<br /><br /></span>香飘散在微暗的房间<br />悄悄的渗入我心里面<br />我忘记你离开我生活已三天<br />晚餐烛台仍在桌面<br />你的影子正在对面<br />彷佛都没变时间停留在原点<br />你留下独有的香味闻得心都碎<br />怀念你的细心品味<br />你走了什么都无味没你陪我醉<br />只有尝一尝眼泪<br />你留下独有的香味闻得心都碎<br />怀念你的细心品味 woo...<br />什么都无味没你陪我醉<br />只有尝一尝眼泪<br /><br />当你与你的另一半分手时, 是否有着歌词内的感觉?<br />独有的香味, 闻得心都碎... 想必, 这词写得很好...<br />真的好喜欢这首歌, 那爵士的韵味, 感觉, 控制地非常好. 能够掏起一颗心, 静静地欣赏着轻细的震音与感情... 歌神唱歌不仅用口, 还用了真诚的心把己当成当事人... 非一般言语所能形容...<br />此歌, 真感动我心...<br /><br />歌神, 张学友, 永远的歌神...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-340498317906925045?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-36306435748609928332007-04-12T09:48:00.000-07:002007-04-12T09:49:32.797-07:00简单一句...<br />话不投机,半句多...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-3630643574860992833?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-70586751833811448502007-03-12T11:04:00.000-07:002007-03-12T11:50:15.843-07:00我想我也好久没来此写下心情了...<br />人生现在没那么无聊了... 因为有了她.. 几乎每日都伴着她..<br />平时,我也极少出门... 则现在,每晚都期待她放工,在去接她... =) 心情也变得比以往愉快... :)<br />现在是这样,以后也是这样...:)<br />她也比从前开朗多了.. =) 原她能天天开心... =)<br /><br />近来,也发生了不少事情...<br />从好朋友,伙伴变成如此... 从能说能笑到见面少言... 我发觉她变很多.. 越来越会无理取闹.. 说话态度欠佳... 我也无法忍耐那一切... 还是少见面为妙. 除非有必要,则少交谈... 酒逢知己,千杯少...<br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">话不投机,半句多</span>... </strong><br />何必在多言? ...也罢...<br /><br />最近,也有个亲戚过逝... 人生也就此... 要好好珍惜周围的人... =) 别因某理由而忽列... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-7058675183381144850?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-81630625929824534092007-02-27T02:00:00.000-08:002007-02-27T09:45:08.088-08:00情侣在一起并非得做很多事情...<br /><br />真心相爱,就算是做在身旁陪伴对方也是一种幸福... 且是简简单单的幸福...<br />人对幸福的要求都不同... 有些要每日惊喜, 有些把钱看成幸福... 则对我而言, 简单就是幸福...<br /><br />近来,每日都向往新一天的到来... 把迟迟的时间变成早上, 在变成黄昏...<br />黄昏相见,欢喜交接...<br />沉默不语,你我心知...<br />并非交谈,才叫了解...<br />沟通方面,选择良多...<br /><br />每当我有空,将会去会你... 只怕忙期,无法像此天天相见.. 但是现在,将会一直陪伴着你...<br />=)<br />望你不介意,忙期少见...<br />晚安=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-8163062592982453409?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-7344358182371158982007-02-14T01:22:00.000-08:002007-02-11T23:19:27.884-08:00今天,把一切简化... =)<br />二月十四, 情人节.. 意义非凡.. 当然,也不会用怪发来述说我心情...<br /><br />好旧已经没那么快乐了... 真的好旧都没那么期待每日的日出... 当太阳升起时,我就会等待你的醒来. 当你醒着时,我会等待你的出声... 当太阳落下时,我会等待你的熟睡... 当你睡觉时我又会等待太阳的升起...<br /><br />就这样, 每天的等待已经变成一种幸福... 你已经成为我生命里的一部分... 若无你, 生活里一定缺少着些什么...样而且,生活也不在那么完美....<br /><br />今天是个非比寻常的日子... 意义非凡... 在此, 祝大家:<br />有情人终成眷属...<br /><br />当然也不能忘了你... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-734435818237115898?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1171213322162310342007-02-11T08:46:00.000-08:002007-02-11T09:02:02.263-08:00为何兴叹. 因为这几日有乐与愁... :)<br />但兴于前,兴胜于愁...<br />先分享愁吧... 愁的都是笛子...<br />在外面,吹笛子吹的好的人太多了...<br />我的水准还是很低.. 音准与音色未成熟...<br />水准非常不好... 好歹也吹了将近六年... 水准平平,还未出色.... 愧疚于此..<br />但求进步的心是永远不变的.... :)<br /><br />在此谈兴..<br />何事让我兴?... 近几天常出门在外.. 但也就因为在外而高兴... =)...<br />则此话怎讲?<br />与我要好的朋友也就会了解... =) 并非那么好的朋友,渐渐地也会了解.... :)<br />心情的纳闷顿时都消失了...<br />也好久未曾如此了... =)<br /><br />明天还得回学校,做些有的没的... 累... 哈哈哈..<br />好啦, 就此搁笔... =)<br /><br />也还蛮抱歉的,好久未来把心情些下来... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-117121332216231034?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1169999099860323682007-01-28T07:35:00.000-08:002007-01-28T07:47:39.860-08:00何谓一事无成, 一无所有???<br />心情纳闷谁人知?<br />心情纳闷谁人伴?<br /><br />笛子,仿佛是远近难分... 已经吹了将近六年.. 但水准平平.. 并不怎样.. 周为朋友都不断进步.. 金欲求金.. 我仿佛飞不起来...<br />难到我缺乏天份? 就算缺乏天份,用后天努力也无法飞黄腾达?....<br />难到没名师指导将也不能在进步???<br /><br />此低潮期间......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116999909986032368?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1169752528825946082007-01-25T10:42:00.000-08:002007-01-25T11:17:44.153-08:00轻微被刺... 顿时,血慢慢地,一滴滴的流下来...<br />有如伤心哭泣的眼泪.. 从伤口滑落下来..<br />血滴到纯白的地上, 也渐渐地形成了一小池...<br /><br />无人能感受到, 那心中的疼痛..<br />仿佛被千万斤重的压力压下来....<br />我很想放弃.. 但放弃不是我一贯的作风.. 甚至, 我的字典里没这两个字...<br />人生最大的遗憾-> 未尝试,将放弃. 怎对得起自己.<br />遗憾也成了忧郁的结果...<br /><br />常无思乱想.. 只追欣... 但,谁晓得何事发生..<br />感叹..<br />珍惜所有时光... 回忆,终究是回忆.. 删不掉的回忆,将永恒我心..<br />回顾回忆,感慨万分... 有喜,有愁...<br /><br />此时,愁胜欢..<br />除了担心与失望,就是等待的心情...<br />愁--因妃扰,乱..<br />妃非放下,意难忘...<br />妃相思其,负心汉...<br />妃何时通,泽则在...<br />妃忧泽愁,无心力...<br /><br />有时,事情不是用心就能做得好.. 只求尽善尽美...<br />心有余,力不足..<br />心向往,难登攀...<br /><br />愿欣随妃....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116975252882594608?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1169570974763671692007-01-23T08:28:00.000-08:002007-01-23T08:49:34.793-08:00感觉渐接地越来越强烈..<br />漫无目的地地徘徊在灰暗里..<br />你仿佛就在等待着一线的阳光.<br />期待着一个人走进灰暗,牵着你的小手,带你出来....<br /><br />泽-将想办法进入那黑暗..<br />就算是在内漫无边际的寻找,也要握到你的手.<br />就算里内寒冷,冰霜旁庞,也要闯过.<br /><br />生命已毫无意义...<br />除非有你在身旁...<br />生命已只存两色...<br />除非你出现...<br /><br />若,你无在, 存活的意识低于死亡...<br />只因毫无意义.<br /><br />泽-度日如年.. 念念不忘.. 夜夜流泪..<br />紧紧握着发黄了的记忆. 只愿你能出现....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116957097476367169?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1169396858101077652007-01-21T08:03:00.000-08:002007-01-21T08:27:38.136-08:00忆难忘...<br />忆中淡黄 黄中欣...<br />认时千载 非易等...<br />无悔至今 时留意...<br />万备其全 欠东风...<br /><br />解非入深难摸索... 有史至终在追舍..<br />投入河里勿回头... 只能向前继续奋...<br /><br />放弃非存在己词典里....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116939685810107765?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1169319454180539582007-01-20T10:33:00.000-08:002007-01-20T11:01:49.586-08:00樱花满树,花瓣落,<br />凉风细雨,伴孤人,<br />孤人相思,孤人愁,<br />起步缓慢,步沉重...<br /><br />深夜, 己独自缓步归家... 微风叙叙, 落叶分飞..<br />望着夜空, 繁星之多. 刹那, 顿时妃环我心...<br />孤人漫步,步缓叙.. 时重时轻,己多愁...<br />脑里混乱,影面多.<br />铗儿影面, 顿感慨. 愿妃莫切心忧愁...<br />若忧浪人,人难忘, 己身如焚,心如刀割...<br />但愿朝日镜圆满...<br />相夕相月合度过....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116931945418053958?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1169053038907925042007-01-17T08:48:00.000-08:002007-01-17T22:46:05.206-08:00平时还蛮少担心任何东西的...<br />但是,现在却会担心. 不知何事困扰,也非亲口相问.若己来日知,定然妃相告...<br />很不自在地, 我在担心... 除了担心,还是担心.<br />不晓得是否能放下... 不确定是否有可能..<br />往事已成往事, 时间将冲淡一切.<br />但何须多久? 来日方长... 愿天天快乐,少些忧愁...<br />可能我无法相助,但定然能够分担...<br />若心情纳闷,我将会出现.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116905303890792504?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1168917838167741362007-01-15T18:49:00.000-08:002007-01-15T19:23:58.183-08:00醉翁之意不在酒。。。<br /><br />二零零七年一月十四日是我永生难忘之日。<br />新加坡理功学院华月团的周年演出---春乐齐鸣 圆满结束。 演出也非常成功。 在此，我要感谢许多人。 比如说2007 年的委员，李老师，陈老师，王老师，SAA，学长们。 当然少不了客串演奏家。<br /><br />在这次的音乐会，我学习了很多。列如策划工作，人员管理，工作分配与如何随机应变。虽然合作的人并不是很多，而且也做到我们大家都忙到要命，但一切的付出都是值得的。<br /><br />团员的凝聚力并非很好，也不是很多会自愿帮忙。可是当天的演出却非常圆满。头头还有点心灰意懒。但回想起来，一切还算顺利。多亏有ALUMNI来帮忙幕后工作！<br /><br />我跟世仁的黄土情也还算不错。也因非专业，所以并不是很晚美。。。 但我还是很满意。当天乐队的音乐水平也比平时好很多。独奏者也表现的非常好。 继续加油！以后，我将会在想办法把这乐队推上去。 加油！<br /><br />此时此刻，心里有写感动。。。<br />当然也不能忘了感谢LENG，大姐，二姐，WENHAO，NGEE JIN， AH　HENG， SAMUEL， YAO XING， TECK SENG。。。 还有很多很多的人！ 谢谢大家：）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116891783816774136?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1168080206859010592007-01-06T02:04:00.000-08:002007-01-06T02:43:27.270-08:00你们是否常有被朋友遗弃的感觉？ 如过有，就要自我检讨。。。 我认识一个人，说话常得罪人。 并非如此，还很会推卸责任。。。尽量都别扛任何黑锅。。不但不为朋友，还可以将过错推得一干二净。。 像这样的人，能有多少知心朋友？只会顾己，何不可悲。。。<br /><br />人生难得结知音。但人生易惹人厌。。。 若稍不注意言行举止，将得罪很多人。。。有时，她带来很多麻烦与困扰。 问些无以相关之题，提举非要细节，让人无发纵容。也因次，好无知音。向来，我都尽量以礼带人。可是，却无发与她多言相交。 话说“酒朋知己，千杯少。 话不投机， 半句多。” 想必也此极少联络。<br /><br />我本身较为婉转，尽有二路之选。 别因朋友与我相熟，因借此利用。 低级之极。。。 愿时间尽过，相见尽少。人也说“百忍成金”。 我信我已飞黄腾达。。。 ：P 以往非同。。。<br /><br />周为好友，若她有得罪之处，我以礼赔罪。。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116808020685901059?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1166978297061137082006-12-24T08:33:00.000-08:002006-12-24T08:38:17.063-08:00<p>你知道吗爱你并不容易<br />还需要很多勇气<br />是天意吧好多话说不出去<br />就是怕你负担不起<br />你相信吗这一生遇见你<br />是上辈子我欠你<br />是天意吧让我爱上你<br />才又让你离我而去<br />也许轮回里早已注定<br />今生就该我还给你<br />一颗心在风雨<br />里飘来飘去都是为你</p><p><br />一路上有你苦一点也愿意<br />就算是为了分离与我相遇<br />一路上有你痛一点也愿意<br />就算这辈子注定要和你分离</p><p>一路上有你苦一点也愿意<br />就算是为了分离与我相遇<br />一路上有你痛一点也愿意<br />就算这辈子注定要和你分离<br /><br />一路上有你苦一点也愿意<br />就算是为了分离与我相遇<br />一路上有你痛一点也愿意<br />就算这辈子注定要和你分离</p><p><br />一路上有你苦一点也愿意<br />就算是为了分离与我相遇<br />一路上有你痛一点也愿意<br />就算是只能在梦里拥抱你</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116697829706113708?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1166977986980975392006-12-24T08:32:00.000-08:002006-12-24T08:33:06.996-08:00晨曦细雨重临在这大地<br />人孤孤单单躲避<br />转身刹那在这熟识的路旁<br />察觉身后路人是你<br /><br />如一套戏重逢在这旧地<br />而彼此不知怎预备<br />一些叹气跟一串慰问<br />和随便说一些赞美<br /><br />为何你眼光年月未变<br />思忆怎么要再返旧年<br />你说要走的一晚<br />连绵夜雨也似这天<br /><br />总要在雨天逃避某段从前<br />但雨点偏偏促使这样遇见<br />总要在雨天人便挂念从前<br />在痛哭拥抱告别后从没再见<br /><br /><br />是你的一切告别在雨天<br /><br />而一个我言词渐觉乏味<br />人不知怎么躲避<br />终於看见在这热识的路旁<br />那个他静静凝望你<br /><br />而一个你重离别这旧地<br />临走的一刻亲近地<br />轻轻送我多真挚慰问<br />犹如逝去当天语气<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116697798698097539?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1166897176311518042006-12-23T09:06:00.000-08:002006-12-23T10:06:44.943-08:00很抱歉... 近来, 很少来这抒发心情... 今天花了不少钱. 有点怪怪的... 可能平时也没啥花吧... 既买了一堆东西... 其中之一是张学友的CD... 太棒了..不得很值得.. 平时,他的专辑都录得非常好.. 他的声音, 唱功深厚.. 非常支持他.. :)<br /><br />星期三将飞往香港了.. 好期待.. 虽然期待,但还不至于兴高采烈.. 离开前的感觉也怪怪的... 有点空虚. 毕竟,我是跟群不是非常熟的朋友出国... 以前还有STEVEN.... 现在则是一人与群早已认识的朋友... 但是, 他们都蛮好的... :) 也很高兴结交到这些朋友..<br /><br />BBCO 是个很好的学习环境. 玩的歌曲也较新鲜.. 可能是我没玩过吧.. 毕竟我还是只井底之蛙. 还有很多得学习的地方... 更好的是, 那儿常常都会出国演出. 但是钱包也会常常叫苦连天... 哈哈:)<br /><br />近来也认识了你... 渐渐地与你越来越熟.. 与你在一起是, 蛮开心的... 虽然见面的机会不多, 聊天的机会也很少.. 但是, 你还真的蛮特别的.. 与你相处的时间并不长, 但是在那瞬间就已经尝到快乐的滋味.. 这种快乐并非常有.. 而是很旧才会感觉到一次的.. 列天狗吞时等...<br /><br />平时的我在晚上都会很自在... 用用电脑, 玩些游戏... 可是现在, 你会时时刻刻引开我的注意力.. 有时会不由自主地想起你.. 你是蛮静的... 静得神秘.. 但是当你出声时,都会带给我意想不到的惊喜.这就是你非常特别的地方.. 虽然还未非常了解你... 但是, 已经渐渐的了解.. 可能你能够陪伴我走过漫长的生活...<br /><br />你可能将会是我长久以来的唯一... 你带给我幸福与欢笑... 你就是如此的讨人喜爱... 希望以往都能够这样... :)<br /><br />SPCO 的演出日日逼近...我也开始在担心一切的筹办.. 要做就得做得最好的... 大家要加油啊... 当然也得谢谢我身边的朋友的支持与帮助... 你们都知道你们是谁啦... :) 也得谢谢你们长久以来的照顾... 在这年里,我学习了很多... 虽然, 团员并非团结... 但, 我由始至终还是把SPCO 当成我另一个家... 一月十四日将会是个难忘的日子.. 我们的心血, 时间与希望将在那天呈现出来!!!<br /><br />最近也读了本"RICH DAD POOR　DAD" 蛮有用的... 做工赚钱将不会是我的定义.. 投资将是收入的主要来源... 将阅读多些书本来把自己的知识提高... :)<br /><br />大概就是这样... 在次抱歉, 好就没BLOG:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116689717631151804?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1165678358129967292006-12-09T06:32:00.000-08:002006-12-09T07:32:43.366-08:00处处洋溢气昭昭，<br />寻寻周昭喜相见，<br />若有若无梦非残，<br />花花草草陪己醉。。。<br /><br />大家好。。。 ：P 好旧不见。 现在正在想如果我的ITP可以去香港，我就会想办法认识朱文昌老师。 笛子生涯也将有新的突破。 HEH。。。 ：）<br />可是一去就4 个月。 有点舍不得朋友与家人。。。 但，一定要出去闯一闯。。 如果真的去的成， 也不晓得会怎样。<br />哦对！ 请大家帮我宣传这个网站：<br /><a href="http://www.learning-music.blogspot.com">learning-music.blogspot.com</a><br /><a href="http://www.learndizi.blogspot.com">learndizi.blogspot.com</a><br /><br />多谢啦！！<br /><br />在过不久将要与BBCO一同去香港。。。 ：） 盼望早点到来。 去那会一会朱老师。。：P<br />将尽心尽力把笛子吹好。 ：） 音乐将是我生命里不可缺少的一样东西。。。 ：）<br /><br /><br /><hr /><br /><br />朋友都常问我要什么。。。<br />我想大概是结婚吧。 也不晓得我才18岁， 就已有结婚的念头。 好好笑。 ： X<br />但结婚对象当然不急， 只是我是个想早结婚的人吧：）<br />当然，我要好的笛子于提升我的水准。。<br />也不能望了考取好成绩。 若无法进入大学，就得存钱了。 进外国大学。<br />暂时就如此。。。 要求应该不会太高吧。。。<br />：）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116567835812996729?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1165155020424104922006-12-03T06:09:00.001-08:002006-12-03T06:10:20.436-08:00<a href="http://learndizi.blogspot.com/">http://learndizi.blogspot.com/</a><br />Pls take a look and help me advertise :P hahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116515502042410492?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1164733324769224882006-11-28T08:46:00.000-08:002006-11-28T09:08:52.680-08:00平时,我都听你们的... 就算是你们不合理,也只用微笑来回应... 这并不代表我是没思想,没主观的... 我的微笑只是不想把事情闹大,弄得更麻烦.. 则你们要了解. 忍耐是有限度的... 当导火线未被点燃,能忍则忍... 当导火线开始燃烧是, 我无法容忍你们的放纵...<br /><br />人生哲理:<br />忍一时,风平浪静<br />退一步,海阔天空<br /><br />但, 别欺压到我头上... 在你们的无礼与自私,只会让我觉得可笑... 与其出言灭义,何不闭嘴离开...<br />我已受够你们的:<br />不关我的事<br />别问我<br />随便你们<br />我情愿.... 也不要跟你们.... ===> 有好有坏<br /><br />你要了解... 团体是由大家来决定一切... 倘若无建设性的话,何不把它忘了... 难道说了对任何人有好处? 身为成人的你们,若思想幼稚,那我也无法...<br /><br />现在我声明.. 有心者留,无心者滚...<br />别把大家的士气弄垮...<br /><br />若用言甚重,请多包含...<br /><br />校友, 敬你是因为你们是长辈... 别因此得寸进尺... 就算我得与你们闹不和, 我也在所不惜...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116473332476922488?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1162751348596332522006-11-05T08:28:00.000-08:002006-11-05T10:29:08.666-08:00夜色朦胧 云遮月,<br />独子徘徊 酒陪伴,<br />良久没见 内相思,<br />怨天怨地 怨一切,<br />雨中落泪 难分辨,<br />寒冷夜里 谁相伴,<br />随手扔瓶 转过头,<br />湿身慢步 方回亭...<br /><br />近来, 有点懒懒的... 就连学校的课业也没啥心情去动... 想想就时间就快到了... 真糟糕...<br />SPCO 到中国的筹办也很棘手.. 还真希望大家能像一家人一起出国游玩.. 但是, 价钱真的不底... 人不能去,我也都能了解... 真希望学校能把价钱压底点...<br />倘若真的很少人可以去, 我将想办法取消这活动... 能否请大家都想办法一起筹钱.. :) 我现在也没啥信心能筹到钱... 但我是不会放弃一线希望的... 也希望大家能筹钱,把钱的问题放在一边... 若想去就陪同我们一起去吧...<br /><br />相信大家最近看到我的MSN就会在想是谁得罪我... 哈哈哈. 就是SCO吹次中音唢呐的那个...<br />既然敢在背后讲我坏话,就应该敢认... 既然不敢认,还想办法把话转到别人最里... 莫名其妙...<br />还是别说那么多... 只会惹火我而已...<br /><br />就此搁笔吧... 也没啥心情BLOG... 哈哈哈...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116275134859633252?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1160931470850875962006-10-16T00:51:00.000-07:002006-10-15T09:57:50.866-07:00好久没来这抒怀啦...近来过地非好但也非坏... 常在为自己的经济状况烦恼... 十二月,将去中国与香港.手机又刚刚坏...<br />一次过就要花如此多的钱.... 过得有点喘不过汽...<br /><br />良久没BLOG, 很多感言...<br />做人基本讲究的其中一个要点就是信... 言而有信才称的上一个君子... 既然有人答应了一些事情,既在紧要关头放我飞机... 我想唯一的诱惑就是钱... 所谓"有钱能是鬼推莫"... 如此的一人已不配让我结交...<br /><br />朋友的关心是不会简单的改变... 但是,你观点不对, 做事不负责任, 整想着周围人不了解你... 即使是想关心你的朋友也会因此而不敢问太多... 别老是把责任推向外边... 我们的误解因你的离去而产生的... 一,不联络. 二,不关心周围的事态.... 你的人生始终是你的... 我们在旁的只能希望你能过得很好... 给予的支持始终有限....<br /><br />或许很短人任为我是个只会批评的人... 从未曾把好话说出来... 错误观念... 我喜欢的,欣赏的, 有多少人知? 在不了解我的情况下判定我是个怎样的人... 失望... 其实我也常常把不爽压抑在内... 没关系... 我始终是个直来直往的人..... 不会因为别人的言语而改变... :P<br /><br />SPCO 将在一月十四号演出... 希望能顺利... 毕竟,日期改了又改... 已经有点累... 但,我始终会把它做得最好... 哈哈... 兄弟们, 你们永远都是我的兄弟... :P<br /><br />当然也不能忘了今天是你的生日... 重要的日子...<br />祝你生日快了... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-116093147085087596?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1159289502214885912006-09-26T09:25:00.000-07:002006-09-26T09:51:42.236-07:00饮酒喜庆,饮酒解愁...<br />昂天而笑,昂天咆哮...<br />雪上游玩,雪上加霜...<br />是欢是喜,由人而订...<br /><br />人种种望了要迁就... 常常只任为自己则是对的... 事情也往往从误会中产生...<br />我对一切的迁就已感到厌倦... 我是个直来直往的人... 向来心理想什么就说什么... 并没做太多的保留... 只因我不虚伪...<br /><br />我是每当朋友需要帮忙是而我又有能力帮忙时,我从不说不... 直率与好爽是我的本性... 迁就虽然是种美德... 但我不会将它当做是种必要... 往往,我也会发脾气... 已经对一切的忍受都感到累了...<br /><br />我可能常常都表现得很疯,好玩... 但我也有认真的时候... 别把我的好玩当作是我的一切... 讽刺也有一定的限度... 在你还没超过限度时,忍耐是可能的... 当你的玩笑开得太过火时,很抱歉,我唯一能做的就是离开....<br /><br />当了解已经成为理所当然,当友谊已经成为一切... 当我以为一切仍然相同... 当我已经习惯了与你们过着如此的生活时... 当我已经被一切的当我误解时,我已经慢慢离开了...<br /><br />一切都会改变... 但改变的形式应该能慢慢接受... 但, 如此巨大的改变已经成为了一钟障碍... 挡住了我们之间的默契... 渐渐的把距离拉远... 这就是为何友谊如此的脆弱...<br /><br />凡事,都需要双方的迁就... 我已经累了... 就此离开....<br />一个把掌鸣无音...<br />只希望往后的日子,你我会过得很好....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115928950221488591?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1158517564998889992006-09-17T11:04:00.000-07:002006-09-17T11:26:05.010-07:00何谓双木一颗心???<br />想<br /><br />进来常在想... 这生中,什么最重要...<br />兜了一大圈,始终还在想....<br /><br />家庭,朋友,工作.... 3 大要点... 现在家里经济状况也不是很好... 过不旧,可能须要找分兼职... 否就过无力的生活... 哈哈哈... 所谓的"BO　LATZ"... 痛苦哦....<br />现在周围朋友都出双入对... 哈哈... 但愿人长旧:P<br /><br />明天晚上要出国了... 大家保重吧:P...<br />希望我能尽快回来与大家聚一聚...<br /><br />祝有情人终成眷属...<br />:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115851756499888999?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1157398827285948822006-09-04T12:27:00.000-07:002006-09-04T12:40:27.306-07:00午夜十分.夜深人静.. 这时,脑海里出现很多画面...这些都是记忆,仿佛是发了黄的旧照片...<br />我常常都回过头看着过去... 把一切都与过去比较... 与其与过去比较,到不如向前看, 珍惜现在与未来...<br /><br />好马不吃回头草... 我是否做的到??? 我始终不了解自己... :P<br />我认为,该往前走了... 别踏在原地希望能永远保持这样... 不管如何,人与事物始终会变...<br />我就打开胸膛,向前走吧... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115739882728594882?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1156276815564021832006-08-22T11:22:00.000-07:002006-08-22T13:00:15.606-07:00久无悦记,久无心<br />久无欢喜,久无疑<br />相见恨迟,恨少见<br />相思想念,相思病<br /><br />分离时,拥抱<br />感性时,拥抱<br />恋爱时,拥抱<br /><br />一个简简单单的拥抱能包含许多语言并无发解释的感受...<br />拥抱能使心跳加速,也能使心跳停顿...<br />拥抱时,当事人都希望时间就能停顿在那分那秒.. 原时间停止,因不想放开...<br />在忙碌的生活,人们都忽略的周围的朋友与家人... 其实,只要一个拥抱, 就能解开千千万万的不满与误会...<br /><br />确实,我认为我忽略了你... 把时间都花在功课,音乐等, 从未有时间好好地荷护着你... 如果果真有机会,我会放下一切,抱紧你...只怕你会离我而去..<br />望着你背影的离去,心中有着一种难耐... 其实很想抱紧你,但就是没那种勇气...<br />但,今天始终是愉快的一天... :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115627681556402183?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1155836046592018862006-08-17T10:02:00.000-07:002006-08-17T10:34:06.620-07:00梦往往是相反的...<br />人人都这样说... 至于我,会说这句话,是为了安抚我自己... 倘若梦里的事情真的在现实生活里实现,可能我即将崩溃...<br />那是多么的真实... 当我惊醒时,我发现我的眼框是湿的...<br />有多少人真的体验过睡醒时有那种彷徨与无助感受. 周朝都没有人在... 也不晓得梦里的事情究竟是否会发生. 难耐.<br /><br />当我醒来是,我有点疯狂... 恨自己当时没做好决定. 一切都往身上扛.. 当重量一超过,我将顿时崩溃...<br /><br />如果我有选择,我希望能够失去记忆... 就当一切从未发生过... 至少也不会活在黑暗里,寻找一线光芒.. 我曾经看见那线光芒,但是,顿时,它似乎友不见了... 仍然活在黑暗里.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115583604659201886?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1155570964743993762006-08-14T08:34:00.000-07:002006-08-14T08:56:04.760-07:00蓝天的白云, 夜晚的星星, 碧绿的大海...<br />我有多就没仔细的欣赏这大自然的生态... 星期六的晚上, 与几个好朋友一起去看烟火... 顿时有说不出的幸福... 但是, 如果你也在的话, 那幸福将不是一瞬间的幸福... 不过, 我还是庆幸拥有这些朋友... 知音...<br /><br />靠期日日逼近... 始终没有读书的心情... 完蛋了....<br />最好是能考的上... 哈哈哈...<br />好无聊的一天... 最近若没出去,都过得好无聊.... 是时候可以开始我的自修了... 把想学的,想读的书,全都读完... 把握时间练笛子...<br /><br />现在的我,想找多两个学生...虽然我不是专业水准,但能教基本:P<br />如果可能, 我想与他们慢慢地研究音乐的奥妙... :)<br /><br />Afterall, music is my life....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115557096474399376?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1155153267455363592006-08-10T16:20:00.000-07:002006-08-09T12:54:27.470-07:00我的存在已经不重要了... 一切的变化有如惊涛骇浪扫过一个美丽的岛屿, 把家移为平地...<br />感伤地,我拖着沉重的脚步带着悲伤离开...<br />哪儿有我容身之处? 始终是拥有音乐的世界... 我周朝的朋友, 希望你们过地幸福快乐...<br /><br />当我已离去, 我已经把悲伤封闭起来, 搁置到某个地方... 当我回想起来, 那已不再是悲伤,而是当时的甜蜜... 我们的距离也会因此而越来越大... 但是, 爱是永恒... 友情必然也是永恒... :)<br /><br />一切我最放不下的就是每当你们过马路... 要看车. 马路可不是你们的...<br />兄弟的考期也渐渐接近,愿你能考取到良好的成绩:)<br /><br />我即将边成一个小角色... 其实过着平凡的日子何尝不是间好事...<br /><br />愿望:<br />结婚<br />毕业<br />大学<br />工作<br /><br />把心思都暂时先放在念书把... 还是想早结婚.. 最好是25岁之前... :)<br />甜蜜的家人过着简简单单的生活...<br />当然, 谢谢你们的照顾....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115515326745536359?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1155155773683627122006-08-09T12:55:00.000-07:002006-08-09T13:36:13.696-07:00天突下起大雨,顿时我与庆正因为突然下起的大雨奔跑在旧校舍旁...<br /><br />顿时,我突然发现除了庆与龙, 其他的人变得太多了...<br />当然,时间将改变一个人,但是就连我珍惜的友谊就突然间出现了裂痕... 当裂痕已出现, 不管在如何补救,弥补都不能将这裂缝修补好...<br /><br /> 难过是必然的.... 但当见到他们快乐的眼神, 我掩饰能够掩饰我的忧伤...<br /><br /> 何为距, 何为离... 天下无不散之宴席... 最终,人们将拥有自己的生活... 周朝的朋友也逐渐减少联络.但,友谊将是永恒...<br /><br />浞渐地, 我的存在似乎已成为了多余. 抬头看了看天花板, 雨水从头发上流下来..流进眼里... 眼睛很痛,接着便流起泪来... 这泪是忧伤之泪还是真的单纯只是雨水???我本身也不晓得... 无法分辨.<br /><br />乘搭电梯的沉默已成为寂寞....从前的快乐已成为回忆.... 我的存在也将渐渐减少... 把悲伤封闭在心里是习惯, 渐渐离开是我的作风...希望你们能过的很好... 得到永恒的幸福与快乐... :)小角色的我...:P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115515577368362712?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1154784991940060872006-08-05T06:21:00.000-07:002006-08-05T06:36:31.953-07:00人,一身会有几个要好朋友?报是否很多,或又是寥寥无几?<br />我觉得知心朋友并不许要多... 但目前,除了在家,跟我的几个朋友都有像家人的感觉... 一切的关心与关怀, 一切的惊喜与欢乐 都因你们而有... 大家都像是兄弟姐妹... 互相照顾... :)<br /><br />谢谢你们陪我度过了一个那么美好的生日...谁说生日一定要吃山珍海味... 简简单单的与他们度过,就算是吃粗茶淡饭,味道还是像御善... :P 虽然被那混球讲了几句, 但是朋友们还是把我逗得很开心:)<br />谢谢....<br /><br />有点... :P 但不是因为你的失约,而是无法见到你...<br />来日在见... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115478499194006087?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1154362979570923292006-07-31T08:13:00.000-07:002006-07-31T09:22:59.633-07:00情泪流尽,情落忧伤...<br />饮酒解愁,昂天而忧...<br /><br />拥有失去后会比从没拥有更痛苦... 世间上,情是何物? 太认真是钟错吗? 太在乎是钟罪? 把一切都看得太重了... 人说时间能冲淡一切...但是对我则言,时间能唤起记忆... 把种种本该放的下的都让人不舍得放下.<br /><br />天若有神,就眷恋人类,让有情人终成眷属... 否,兆话弄人...<br />收音机正播着:这一秒你好不好... 我真的想知道你过得如此... 纵然我想知道,我却没啥勇气去知道...<br />看满天的星星,写出我心情...也许云端里有精灵,窃听我的心...听到心里谋出传来的哭泣声.<br />过去的我真的放得下吗???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115436297957092329?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1154185892345291442006-07-29T07:14:00.000-07:002006-07-29T08:11:32.356-07:00微风阵阵, 月色朦胧, 我独自在河畔徘徊... 看着河面映有月亮,不禁唤起当时的回忆. 简直就像是昨天的事情. 当年的约定, 我想是我辜负了她... 我可能会错意.. 一失足成千古恨. 如今,她常出现在我的梦镜. 我都是含着微笑醒来. 醒来时只发现是场梦...<br /><br />我常告诉别人: 在人生里千万别有任何遗憾. 就算有啥, 也当做是过去之事..<br />但我既没如此潇洒,反而还常责备己...<br />也已深,人也静. 现在她在做什么呢? 我想应该已熟睡了... 其实我并没啥事. :) 谢谢周围的朋友给我的任何关心... 只是感触良多... 怕我有召一日会忘记一切... 虽然任何事情都会改变... 但,唯一不变的是心与情...<br /><br />因-- 爱是永恒...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115418589234529144?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1153935802634676612006-07-26T10:25:00.000-07:002006-07-26T10:43:22.646-07:00苍天倘若对我勉些眷恋, 就保佑她幸福美满.<br />即使有任何的悲伤, 也就让我一人为她承担...<br />一丝丝,一点点--你的记忆,<br />一声声,一句句--浮现心底,<br />却忘不了你.<br />感叹<br />就如此分开...<br />原来只要能为你活一天, 尘世间一切可以放一边...<br />不管终究怎样,祈求你的生活,一的一切与一切都幸福,快乐...<br /><br />如果拥有后会在失去,我宁愿重来没拥有过...<br />因为我不会尝到幸福的滋味... :P<br />祝<br />有情人终成眷属....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115393580263467661?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1153670432908933702006-07-23T08:47:00.000-07:002006-07-23T09:00:32.920-07:00SPCO annual concert is approaching...<br />Current problem facing:<br />standard of our musicians<br />attendance<br />commitment<br /><br />How many peop really worry bout this annual concert? How many actually got this sense of urgency? How many really care? Im bit lost now... Hahaha... just the basic stuffs are not done.. WIll it be a success or a failure? Really worry...<br /><br />Now i still lack of suona, liu qing, and cellos.. These are the major one.. Are there really friendships? ahaha, really care for one another? Haiz.. bit tired... When some of us are willing to spend so much time, trying out very best to get things done, some are slacking, not worry and yet not really doing their job...<br /><br />Even the quality of music we produce are not of any standard... Its really tiring... Hahah, but i believe its gonna be a successful performance, though mostly are guest musicians. Really thank you guys for the help...:P<br /><br />Studies---> gonna pia liao.. Really spend too much time in CO le... hahaha, but enjoyable la... Hmmm, but 1 thing... Am i improving? I been playing so long, but my standard seems to be stuck at some point, instead of improving, i seem to be gettin worse... Hahaha... Bit disheartening.... But will give my best :P hope i will improve and bring myself to the next level :P<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115367043290893370?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1152379816226590532006-07-08T09:23:00.000-07:002006-07-08T10:30:16.240-07:00当音乐停顿时, 当风不在吹时, 当云朵不在飘时.... 人们的世界将会变成怎么样? 人们又会堕落到什么程度?... 一切的一切又会有什么结束....?<br /><br />人的寿命其实有多少? 又是谁来决定我们能活多久... 尽管一切有多凄惨,我还是会咬紧牙根继续向前走... 我不会向失败地头,只会不怕死地向前走...或许我很傻... 但是我相信天底下没有不可能,只要你的目标是实际的... :)<br /><br />现实与悲观... 对我来说其实是间接的.... 有人任为其实是两个完全没关系的... 但,我是个乐观的人.. 我喜欢看拥有好结果的戏剧... 人生嘛, 就那几十年... 要尽量活得最开心... 凡间的是是非非,就当做没这回事... 把握人生美好的东西... 遗弃人生凄惨的一切..<br /><br />我常遇到挫折,可能曾想放弃,但我不会如此容易就放弃... 希望周围的朋友也是:) 前几天可能我的言语有点悲观... 但实际上,我是喜欢 欢喜的结束:)<br /><br />因为,我不相信风会因为我的难过就停止飘动, 鸟不会因为我的沧桑而停止飞翔, 海不会因为我的凄惨而停止打浪... 地球也当然不会因为我任何的一切而停止转动... :) 我会慢慢走向我实际的梦想... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115237981622659053?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1152029772174608582006-07-05T00:12:00.000-07:002006-07-04T09:16:12.190-07:00举杯消愁,愁更愁...<br />抽刀断水,水更流...<br /><br />闷... 过得很闷... 人是为了什么而生存? 先在的日子过得很纳闷... 每日知知念书,吃饭与睡觉... 简单地讲-->人生无趣...<br />今,重奏喜讯传来乐开怀... 那瞬间感觉不错.. 其余时间,都不只己在做啥... 只凭那次序继续行走... 生活倘若是早已安排那哪来的惊喜, 快感??? 那只不过是按部就班的继续做该做的而已... 与其啥都照着走,还不如偶尔意想不到不到的刺激?<br /><br />我平生叫到的知心朋友并不多... 更别谈啥知音... 己从未改变. 仍直来直往.. 也不掩饰任何喜怒哀乐.. 还是常到处称兄道弟... 我身边的人则人心难测... 世间的一切已不在是能够用单纯来判断...<br />今,能做之事.. 尽快得到适当的学历... 安定好人生,在慢慢死去....<br /><br />人生因是拥有期待, 还是应该照一定的规律走完? 此题刁钻. 无人能答吧...<br />知音者何时出现? 人生何时既结束???<br />人生无趣....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115202977217460858?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1151862433070584942006-07-02T10:31:00.000-07:002006-07-02T10:47:13.083-07:00回忆到底是甜蜜还是痛苦的?<br />周五,回到从前与她常去的地方... 那里的一切变得不多... 走过几条天桥底下, 望着河水,仿佛看见从前的我与她... 人们常说回忆是甜蜜的... 不管当时过得是苦是天,回忆终究是甜的... 我应该接受这说发吗???<br /><br />我始终任为, 未曾得到会比曾经得到后在失去来得好... 至少不会尝到甜蜜在失去甜蜜... 在那,与两位朋友在一起... 望过对面的河畔,我像是看见了以往的情形... 回想起来是甜蜜的回忆-- 因为曾经拥有... 还是痛苦-- 因为失去....<br />前后的矛盾,有谁能理解... 一切就随缘吧.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115186243307058494?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1151520975403387272006-06-28T11:24:00.000-07:002006-06-28T11:56:15.416-07:00Hmmmm... 3 plus le... I still cant sleep... ~.~ What's wrong with me? :x<br />Been thinking lot... This something's wrong with me... hahah... What do I wanna achieve in life? This I really need to think bout this question... Feeling bit low now... The feeling of blue... Hahahaa.. Whats wrong with me... Haizzzz....<br /><br />时间已过了良久... 心里有说不出的难受...<br />我到了这个时候还是一样... 夜里的孤单容易叫人悲伤...<br />我不敢想的太多, 因为我一个人...<br />已过了三到四年, 我还是没有忘记一切... 很多人也不晓得我在苦脑什么..... 只劝我别想太多. 但是, 当夜里来临, 当我闭上眼,我仿佛看见了从前... 有时, 我梦见你, 梦是那么的逼真... 我竟不想醒来. 沉睡里的我们是多么的幸福...<br /><br />没有你的消息是在想念你... 不知进来过得是否好... 我想自己烦恼也没用... 希望时间能冲淡一切.. 虽然过了三四年... 我能肯定的一件事是,这辈子,我都不会忘记你...<br /><br />顿时的感伤是否会恢复... 我是否能够追求到我的幸福与快乐?.....<br />一个人独自走在毫无方向的世界,等待着能引路的.....<br /><br />晚安...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115152097540338727?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1151256748189985902006-06-25T10:22:00.000-07:002006-06-25T10:32:28.203-07:00Hi guys... Hmmmm... Been studying, but nothing seems to get into my mind. How? Lol... Hack care. I did my best, so relax eh... Though havent sleep.. Having test later... So gonna sleep pretty soon... Wish me good luck ba.. :) I've already tried my best to study so i wont really care bout the result... Yeah man..<br /><br />What have I been doing???<br />Hmmm, been rather busy... Hehehe. Prac dizi and meeting Tsung Wei out for supper... At least 3-4 times a week... Lol... Then slack at a playgound chit chatting... Now very broke. How can I get more money... Hehehe... Ti Gong, pls bo pi me strike 4D... Yeah man... If I strike 4D, I would not be so sian...<br /><br />What I want now???<br />A few new Dizi.<br />A new phone. (Current phone not much function, very sian)<br />If really possible, I wanna go learn car... Heheheh...<br />Good grades for my exam...<br />Best is that I can enter local Uni... Which I don really have confident... ~.~<br /><br /><hr /><br /><br />Music is part of my life. :) I must say, without music, my life would be dull... Black and white world... So, heheh, I must pia in my Dizi also... Die die must improve and go to the next level.:) Yeah... Though havent solve the mouth prob, but I must say, I can't live without music. Yeah...<br />Hope to live in a musical world :p<br /><br /><hr /><br /><br />In the future, I wish to migrate to Taiwan... Heheheh... Nice food and nice place. Too many things to eat le... And its a Chinese culture country, thus, I would get more resources in for my dizi... Yea... Places of interest also more.. So, if possible, migrate to Taiwan... New dreamland... Yeah!!!<br /><br />Shall end yer tonight... must sleep le:) See u guys pretty soon:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115125674818998590?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1150490266816338492006-06-16T12:55:00.000-07:002006-06-16T13:37:46.826-07:00近来,我过的并不是很快乐...<br />世间上.有多少人真的会在乎别人的感受? 有又多少人真重视友谊? 有多少人又真的能称得上是我兄弟? 虽说"落地为兄弟,何必骨肉亲"....但,有谁肯与我出生入死,就算是知道是难逃次劫也会陪我放手一博?<br />曾经把一个朋友当做是自己弟弟... 管他遇到任何麻烦,都肯陪他度过...但,我得到的却是负面的回报... 以前,只要他有求于我,我都不会说不, 且还尽量帮忙到底.<br />从今以后,不可能. 为何我要把我的时间浪费在一个只顾自己而不为他人着想的人? 我就是我... 我不回尽一切能力讨好一个人. 我比较直来直往. 不爽就是不爽.<br />后悔曾经当他是兄弟......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-115049026681633849?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1149354510244155962006-06-03T08:18:00.000-07:002006-06-16T12:54:40.636-07:00Heh... havent been blogging... Super stressed... Did my best for my assignments.. So i don care bout the grade also... though i don really have a good impression bout it... Heheh...I cant even believe myself that i had slept less than 15 hours this whole week... When a person is supposed to sleep 8 hours in just a day... And also, i can still attend school regularly... Legendary me... Wahahaa... But did suffered severed headache... Hmmmm....<br /><br />Been extremely busy these few days... Busy is 1 thing, but if u are Stress and Busy at the same time... Horrible experience for me...<br /><br />Friends around me are like slowly becoming more and more distant from me le... sad.... Jonathan went army le... Kai Xian going in also... I had also been pressed down by the assignments thus didnt really contact them... Ya...Pai seh eh guys, that time ask me out for dinner but i cant go.. Heheh...<br /><br />Now holiday le, i will spend most of my time catching up with friends, and also study... Afterall, i wanna get good grades... Though don know whether i am able to... Ya...<br /><br />I must also apologise to friends that i havent been contacting... Heheh.... Really stress till i can almost Ki Siao... hahaa... But i can still see peop slacking and chionging their assignments last minues... Arent they afraid that they might not make it? I was rather sad also la.. I spent so much time on my assignments, but i doubt i will do well for it...<br /><br />Holiday also means crazy prac dizi... Heheheh... Yeah.... This is just a 3 weeks break... If not, i would also upgrade myself... Learn to use more software.. Like photoshop, flash and Maya.... Yeah, studying IT means must keep upgrading or outdated....<br /><br />I wanna make it big in my life eh... Heheh... Yeah, also to bring joy to peop around me.... So, friends, pls keep in contact eh... Though not same school le, but afterall u guys are as close as my blood-ties heheh...<br /><br /><hr /><br /><br />SPCO...<br />Stress... Bonding really there? Peop really coming regularly? Standard really improving??? Hmmm... These are the uncertainties within me... I don SPCO to be only a place for music, but also a place for friendship... Hmmm... Where peop can come and relax and catch up here...<br /><br />Annual concert had also been postpone to Sept... Theres this coming performance on 13th of June.. Must start preparing le...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114935451024415596?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1148196474321146112006-05-21T00:13:00.000-07:002006-05-21T09:28:29.126-07:00Hi...<br />Havent been blogging again... Sian.. Nowadays, i totally have no time for body-building... Oh gosh... Hahahaha.... School work + SPCO + Siong Ling + BBCO = No more time... Hahahaha.... Hmmm.... What have I been doing?<br /><br />Attending school and CO meetings... Lots of things to come again... Another training camp, and Annual Concert... And also another exchange programme... Gonna go Shanghai... Everything so cramp now... Stress... Yeah... I'm going to do my best in these aspect eh~<br /><br />Hmmmm... Not sure what to write bout le... May be I'll be back tonight to write :)<br /><hr /><br /><br />Like I said, I'm back:)....<br />Just now chatted with a friend... Seems that she feeling rather unhappy.... Hmmm, hope yer are ok.... Don think too much ok:) Cheer up, we will be there for yer de... Yeah... Anything, just give me a call...<br /><br />Been slacking too much le... Now must really pia in my studies le... Not as good as Year 1 Sem 1, but much better than Year 2 sem 2:) Heheheheh... I will try to work harder... Pls push me friends round me:) Yeah.....<br /><br />Another thing which i think is rather funny... A CO is gonna perform at SCH... Hmmm, their tickets are much more expensive then those Professional one... And the songs are actually ok.. Mostly heard by others, but its still too expensive... I hope they can have a good respond... Jia You eh peop:) All the best~<br /><br />希望一切都很好... 我周围的朋友都开心快乐... :)<br />TCG, miss u guys eh... Anytime we free, just go out have fun yeah:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114819647432114611?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1147711706327717372006-05-15T09:35:00.000-07:002006-05-15T09:48:26.336-07:00Was this FO camp really successful?<br />Am i a good leader?<br /><br />判逆行的我已变成了一个先考虑后果的人. 我把一切心思都放进去但得到的成果并不多. 我始终拥有不放弃的勇气... 但是现在的我可能不能在箱以前这样勇往直前.. 当我将我的100%奉献出来,我得到的评语是我还不够认真... 你们真的想看见100%认真的我吗? 难道你们不后悔? 倘若我太严肃,我怕会伤害到大家...<br /><br />说话太直接会显得我很刻薄... 果然,做人真不容易... 我想把一切都做得票票亮亮.. 但我缺乏人手.. 更残忍的是有人的行为妨碍我做的更好... 现在,我开始怀疑我自己.. 我是否是个可靠的领导人... 我是否能把最好的呈现出来?<br /><br />信心不是唾手可得的... 我的已逐渐的被摧毁... 或许我需要时间来充沛自己吧....<br />当你遇见困难时,你会继续奋斗或选择放弃呢???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114771170632771737?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1147618362430268352006-05-14T07:32:00.000-07:002006-05-14T07:52:42.440-07:00Hi guys... Hmmm, CO camp is over.. Had fun too... Hahaha... All thanks to the committee:)<br />Basically, i wasnt around when the camp started... Hmm, went to Siong Leng for the performance. Was back by about 5... But I only see a few freshies... (sad) But then, the activity was best... Hahaha... Went for dinner, and KBOX!!!<br /><br />Am I too welfare? Hahaha... Basically, I didnt collect any funds for the camp, but I subsidised lots of stuffs... For instance dinner and KBOX... Hahaha... But I believe i did the right thing:) Overall, this camp is consider a success ba:)<br /><br />Hmmm... Slept whole day... Still very tired : x hahahah.... Now is the time to pia my assignments and also the Annual concert liao:) Must start planning everything..<br /><br />现在的一切都不错:) 我喜欢现在,但可以更好. 珍惜所有一切...<br /><br />Cheers:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114761836243026835?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1147017985072799742006-05-08T00:05:00.000-07:002006-05-07T09:06:25.083-07:00Think I been feeling down these 2 days. Been playing dizi for bout 5 years, and now, I just realised that i had played in the wrong way. My lips is giving me the prob, and only it. Xiao Peng had the same prob as I do too. He managed to overcome. Will I be able to? I think I need another 1 year to really prac all my basics again. Allover again.<br /><br />I used to think that my standard is considered ok, not bad. However, now I think I'm just no different from those who had just started learning. The most basic stuff is wrongly practiced.<br /><br />当你遇到挫折,你会选择放弃,还是从新来过?<br />Now, I'm thinking bout this question. Will I just continue playing in the wrong method and stop after I graduate, or will I have the determination to start allover again. Now, I'm still feeling bit down : x<br />Hopefully I'll be alright by tommorro and work a way out. 1 Thing for sure, Music is part of my life, and I will never stop loving music. I believe I'll be able to overcome it:) Wish me good luck. I always have it don't I?<br />Cheers~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114701798507279974?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1146378004703706052006-04-29T23:03:00.000-07:002006-04-29T23:20:04.716-07:00Yeah, not blogging for bout 1 week already... Hahaha... How are u guys? Hmmm, now super busy... Now gonna clean the CO room... FO camp and prac hard liao... Sian.. Hoping to start school, but things seem bit stress... Hahaha... Hopfully i can do well... Till now, i havent talk to much peop in my class... More of those 自我封闭... Good or bad i don know.. But at least i am doing what i am suppose to do...<br /><br />Projects and projects... Yawnzzz... so much things to do... Hahaha... Been 2 weeks since i get a good night sleep.. But luckily, i am self disipline enough that whenever i feel like skipping lesson, i didnt... I still die die force myself to go... As i said, this is a new sem, theres no reason for me to skip... I;m not sick nor anything, just lack of sleep... So i am gonna do well for my exams and also manage the CO well :) Everything gonna be fine...<br /><br />2 Weeks consecutively didnt sleep well.. Everyday stay in school till either 10 or almost 10 then go home... AHahaha... peop say i siao On but i guess its a good start... Now, must also pia academically... Cant only pioritise in CO... Heheh, what most important is that i really feel like home in SPCO... You guys rocks... Just like my family members liao:) heheheh This is all for today first... later going out for steamboat... Hehehehh yeah....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114637800470370605?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1145810997789204482006-04-23T09:36:00.000-07:002006-04-23T09:49:57.803-07:00Yeah guys, sorry that havent been updating for quite sometimes :) Was busy with the recruitment... Now gonna be busy about the cleaniness and the FO camp... Very busy...<br />What am i gonna say? Hmmm... Should talk bout the recruitment.<br />The recruitment's respond wasnt good... Most of them either don know what is Chinese Orchestra or just don wanna join... Some walked pass us and even laught... I wasnt sure why was that... May be they just don know what is that? or they had joint in their sec school, but not interested now? We only managed to recruit 50++... But what if lots of them just leave CO? The tradition is that, CO can get lots people in recruitment, but only left with 10 +... This is the trend. No matter in which CO...<br /><br />Now everything very pressing... Cleaning the club room, and getting the FO camp done.. Plus, I'm already pressurised by my studies... Sian... Just the end of week 1 and everything is just pressing me~<br /><br />Hmmm... anyway, i believe i can get things done eh:) Got a team of committee... Heheheh... Most of them are enthu, so i am thankful that i have such a great team... Hope everything will be done nicely... SPCO gonna grow again... yeah~<br /><br />Now as for other things, i would say no time liao... Hahahahaa... Even bodybuilding also... Bit too pressed.... sian... when will I ever go build again? hahaa... And also, though I wanna build, i also wanna eat... Best interest is eat... Old Airport Road... that market alot of nice food... Heheheh Guys, when we free, we go there eat:) Yeah<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114581099778920448?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1145296379021666502006-04-20T02:38:00.000-07:002006-05-01T06:18:41.656-07:00Hi guys....<br />Been rather high mood... Hehehh... But also kinda stress:)... Too much stuff to fulfil:), but will give in my best in everything eh~<br /><br />SPCO<br />Now I see hope for it.. The committee are quite involved. Only a few are more of busy.. But I believe SPCO is also part of their life:) Though I'm suppose to lead the orchestra, but i believe I still have alot to learn... This will be the time when I'll fully focus in this orchestra... I will grow and learn along... Learn how to work with others... I've always been more of those who like to work alone... But its impossible for me now:) Hehehhe... And they are just a bunch of nice friends:) Yeah~ I hope the bonding will be even stronger....<br /><br />This week is CCA week... This recruitment is crucial for SPCO... If the respond isnt good, i think it'll be the last year that SPCO will be under Mr Lee's baton : x.... So hope everything going smoothly... Heheheh...<br /><br />There are actually a few aims... Just that currently I'm still not that confident.. I can only be confident when the number of actives members increased... To at least a 60 peop... But, at least now theres 2 confirm to join SPCO. ;p<br /><br />Mr David also have quite high expectation... Or should I say as now we are taking over, so he wanna start as being more focus... But from what i see, he's kind of good to us:) Lucky bunch of kids we are.... Heheheh.... This the part which bit stress.<br /><br />End of SPCO matters... Now is about school... Gosh. 1st day, programming liao... Graphic programming and java... Hahaha.... I need the book to remember the syntax.. But luckily my concept is more or less still there... As I said, i will work very hard in everything... Not only orchestra, also in studies.... Both are my piority... Now stress~~~<br /><br />Gonna buy all the books if possible... Start studying on my own first:) Heheeh... Even if i cant score very well, at least try my best... All the best to me....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114529637902166650?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1144787051977741232006-04-12T04:44:00.000-07:002006-04-13T10:12:05.863-07:00风吹来, 打在脸上, 我既懒洋洋地起身了.突然觉得有点提不起劲.那吹来的风既然打断正在睡梦中的我.打断我与她存在的那一刻. 我突感到有些纳闷, 但又带点莫名其妙. 难道做个梦让我唤起那沉睡的记忆也不能吗? 顿时, 我感到彷徨与无助. 我成对她说过"不要但心会忧伤难过,也别害怕孤单寂寞. 只因我会一直在身边荷护着你". 但此时此刻感到忧伤难过的是我. 她忽然联络了我. 唤醒了我压抑感在深处里的感情. 那段我以为已经放下的恋情. 简简单单的一则简讯. 我好慌乱.. 虽已删掉她的联络号码, 但我从未忘记. 熟悉的号码已害我眼框里发出透亮的水珠. 是泪... 我还是强忍了. 我已答应自己不能在为她流泪. 白天的思念化成夜里的泪, 夜里的泪化成白天的醉. 过了不知多久的时间才渐渐振作起来. 时间能冲淡一切. 但过了良久,我只学会了逃避.<br /><br />她曾答应过我但却没履行诺言. 最终还是离开了.我也为她的离开而沧桑了好一段时间.过得简直人不像人. 朋友都问值得吗. 但我只用微笑回应他们. 这微笑是我笑得最痛苦的. 它的意义只在于别担心我. 虽说当时的我偏体鳞伤,但我仍相信我能站起来... 我真的站起来了吗?<br /><br />风停了. 它带来了悲伤. 回忆. 但并没把它带走. 她的离开已成了我这生中最大的遗憾. 不管怎样, 我都祝福她... 希望她过得比我快乐, 幸福. 我还是我. 愿把我所有的幸福都送给她. 只希望守护神时时刻刻都守护着她, 不让她受到任何伤害... 若真有伤害, 我愿承担一切...<br /><br />祝你幸福的勇<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114478705197774123?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1144690733275391652006-04-11T03:23:00.000-07:002006-04-10T10:38:53.293-07:00Headache~~~ Ouch... Did i eat too much chocolate? Hahaha... Been eating lots of chocolate.. So sweet~ Yeah man.... Hehehh... Be it snicker or Meiji's chocolate... But now head hurts...<br /><br />Today gonna go school for a cca briefing.. Bit sian. Cause must all the way from Bedok go to Dover... Hahahh... But its ok la. Heheh:) Yeah...<br /><br />School days coming soon.. Should I be happy or vex? :P I think its a good thing ba... Been really slacking too much. Time to start working hard. And also, i am looking forward to get my diploma.. An important piece of paper... Argh.. Just because of this piece of paper, i gonna spend times and thousands dollards of money...<br /><br />Die die must do well.... Hehehh... Though just a piece of paper, its far too expensive... : x heheheh<br /><br />Well, today a short one... Headache killing me... Gosh... Night all hehehhe~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114469073327539165?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1144613925305619692006-04-10T05:12:00.000-07:002006-04-09T13:18:45.360-07:00Woohoo~~ Been quite extreme... 2 days didnt sleep well.. Hahaha... Was awake whole night with my friend... Then went to Siong Leng and overnight again... Morning just go BBCO... Hahaha... Rreached home in the late afternoon... Sleep till night time, eat le then sleep again.. Hahahah..<br />Think this is how I sleep when i deprive of it:)<br /><br />Yeah... Now gonna try my best to manage SPCO with my team of committee:) Hehehe... Though the current situation is very bad.. But will do my best... This break is ending also.. Gonna go back to school le.. Heheheh.. At least I wount be wasting my time....<br /><br />I go sleeping soon.. Still not enough sleep... Heheh.. Thinking of Meeting Zhong Ming when i wake up.. Wanna try the food there... He said most of them are delicious... And had been there for more than decade:) 老字号... Must go there eat....<br /><br />Hmmm~ Missing my group of friends in Changkat CC... Hahaha... Bit bad... I;m not helping with Boo's concert... But the songs there are old songs la.. So i think shouldnt be a prob to the peop.. Though I'm not performing, Jia You TCG... Hehehh...<br /><br />Think that should be all for today ... Very tired... Good night all hehehh~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114461392530561969?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1144352769086599532006-04-07T04:21:00.000-07:002006-04-06T12:46:09.096-07:00This few days really very sian... School starting soon... Yawnzzz... Hahaha. No more slacking...<br />Very jia lat... Nothing for me to do... Stay at home slack or sleep till very late, wake up, eat le then sleep again.. Hahaha.... Wasted lots time...<br /><br />Today, went to JinHui house play dizi... Went through some songs with him... Hahaha.. Now also pretty boring.. Eveynight is like torturing me... Cause now used to sleeping late.. Nothing to do.. I can use the word lonely... So lonely... Lonely night.. Boring night life.. Just try to pass the time faster and sleep... What is my aim now... I think is to get my Diploma first... Finish NS and work... Really hope to get into a local Uni... Heheh... pretty hard i think. Too slack liao...<br /><br />Now Diploma is nothing. Everyone has it.. Degree also nothing. Majority have it.. Must go even further.. Am i able to do so? I need capital and determination... Now i lack the capital. Determination is only part of it.... Even if not a local Uni, i think a private one also can. Though the cert is not that recognised... Die die also must get it...<br /><br />Life here is bad. High tax, low pay... Everything is expensive thus, must look even further and dare to dream even further... Geting a stable job is not enough... But be able to earn more... 2K is very little... Its only enough if I use it alone... But i will have to feed my family... 3K is barely ok only... But 2K is the average pay here... How to survive? Pretty stress here...<br /><br />In the future, if the security in other countries is better. lower crime rates, i might consider emigration... Staying here is boring. No night life... Everything limited... Expensive also... And low pay.... sigh~~~<br /><br />Anyone can liao kai my xim xiang??? Hahaha... This sem, i try my best to study... Got into Game Development... Now the modules seem pretty difficult... Artificial Intelligence... Hahahahhh... How to program it? And In this country, i don see any gaming industry... So will there be work for me in the future? Uncertainty... LOL~<br /><br />Hack care la... Now just pia everything... Everything also do till the best... Be it Orchestra, academically or working... All just pia... Life is pretty boring if theres nothing to be acomplished... Heheh... Hope everything gonna be fine in the future:)<br /><br />Yeah~<br />纳闷之夜<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114435276908659953?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1143997842761552152006-04-03T02:09:00.000-07:002006-04-02T10:56:04.390-07:00良久没写了... Hahahah... So sian... Life bit sian now... Not working, no income, nothing much to do... A bit sian... Hahah... Thats holiday. Better faster get my diploma and work outside.. May be tough, but at least more or less got income...<br /><br />Human = Born, grow up, eat, work, rest, old, die.... : x hahaha... Well, i am not suppose to be this pessimistic: x~ hahah:) Not really la actually... But been really slack... My brother Fook Yuen also forward module.. Meaning, 1 less brother in my class.... This really is a surprise to me... His result always can make it one... Just because of attendance...<br /><br />Now should be the optimistic side...<br />Though now sian... But i had been around with my group of friends for sometimes... I realise the bonding not so strong... But least, its still there... Should be sad, but I'm happy instead... I thought I had been forgotten... But actually not... This made me realised one thing.. Though friends might not been contacting yer, but to them, u are always their friend...<br /><br /><br /><hr /><br /><br /><br />Talking bout SPCO...<br />Now also sian of SPCO liao la... Attendance so jia lat... Every week prac also sian. No effect when combining... And nothing much to play and fool around liao... Lots peop piority not there.. This one understandable... Standard of SPCO not really high.. But then i hope at least the attendance is nt that bad.. Some seniors also quit le... Sian... meaning less people liao..<br />Now no YinZhi, no Pei Cheng +++ Meaning less fun... Steven also graduate liao... Lay Leng now also graduate le and she's working le... Meaning all may come back lesser... Sian ar~~~<br /><br />Hopefully this time the recruitment can recruit many people, enthu and also stay near Bedok one:) Supper every Wed : x Wahahaah<br />Now Erhu no people liao... Liu qing also no people liao... Meaning no effect.... Sian ar~~ Hahahah... Hopefully SPCO will not be closed....<br /><br />Now life also kinda confused... Alot of things.. Lazy to list out... Hahaha... I just don know what i want... And what others want: x hahahah~~~<br /><br /><hr /><br /><br />Yeah... Holiday also ending soon... Gonna start a new Sem... This sem, i die die must pia... Since CO also sian liao, means i wont spend so much time one it... May be spend time on self- technique... : x hahaha... Meaning i die die must wake up every Thursday for school... No reason for me to lie to myself... Hahahaha... Must work hard.. Aim = University... Which one, i don know... But must see result also... May be my result also don allows me to go... But just do my best la....<br />Result is not the most important but process is.... Heheheh<br />Goodnight all:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114399784276155215?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1143486073701095922006-03-28T03:04:00.000-08:002006-03-27T11:01:13.716-08:00Yeah man:)~ I'm back... After so many weeks of slacking, I suddenly got the urge to prac my dizi:) Gonna pia all the songs:) 三五七, 秦川抒怀... Hahaha:) Got lots more... To be serious, havent ben practicing for sometimes le... Sian... Now gonna pia bit.. Friends around me are improving me... Only me deproving me: X.. Cant be that case.. If not, it'd be wasting my money eh:) Heheehhe...<br /><br />Some of the songs which i dream to play well are 流浪者之歌, 故乡的圆月.. Hehehehhh... To others it may be kinda easy... But for me, being lost touch to dizi, it'd be hard:) Heheeh... And, I'm not that talented in music... Only talented in slacking and laming around eh~ OOPS~ hahaha...<br /><br />Now, spending most of my time playing neopets... Hahahah... Trying to earn as much neopoints as possible : x...Think many peop will say i super lame la... So old le still play neopoints... ~~~ Hahah... Well, to be serious, I've got nothing better to do... Got use to this slacking life... Jia lat... Wondering how i'm gonna cope in the next sem.. But i believe i will still do my best...<br /><br />Well, i think i should ends here.. Rather tired... hahahah... Yeah:) Hope to see u guys soon. Take care, 永保安康... :) Heheheh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114348607370109592?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1143142181422290822006-03-23T11:20:00.000-08:002006-03-23T11:29:41.433-08:00Yeah guys... Heheheh... Now whole body aching... I think I went too much for the trainng... :) Over-trained? Whole arm, and chest aching... Gosh, can't even do some basic movements... Pain...<br />Been really slack for the pass few days:) Lol... been eating supper regularly. Luckily today stopped already:) Heheheh... But really quite shiok... Going out late night just to eat... Life is really fortunate for me:) But very broke... How am i suppose to stock up my fishes? Hmmm... Hahahaa... Been really spending really alot on food...<br /><br />Sian... Something i used to treasure had made me lost passion in it... It used to be a fun place.. A place for the gathering of friends, doing what we like... Also eating also... However, i think i kinda of lost the passion in it... Bit jia lat.. Hahahaa... But i think i will still be there la:) Though lost the passion... The feelings also no longer the same le... Was always looking forward to it. But now, just go because of going....<br /><br />I will still treasure each and everyone around me:) Hahahaa... Though been busy with my stuff, i still treasure each and every of my friends:) Yeah~<br /><br />I'm one who look at a thing from many angle... Or should I say i try to find as many possible angle asi can... But i think i have been kinda innocent in my thinking... Never look at things just from 1 angle... Now, i'm more or less in a kind of confuse state... Hahahaa... But i hack all la.. I'm also an happy-go-lucky guy... So, i don care bout the problem till i really need to face it:)<br /><br />Think most of my close friends should know yeah:) Think i should end here today... Heheh.. I will be posting regularly.. Though not daily... But i try to post more regularly... So people, pls leave comments if yer reading... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114314218142229082?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1142855809073917062006-03-20T20:00:00.000-08:002006-03-20T03:56:49.093-08:00Yeah guys... Been rather tired:) Hahaha... Keep slacking.. Been meeting Zhong Ming regular. Chit chat, lame and pia tv games.... This holiday, though slack lot, but been passing it happily... Hahahaha... Didnt prac my dizi much... Die 3.5.7, must prac lots... Circular breathing~~~ Difficult... Hahahaa... But i will still try to learn as much as possible:)<br /><br />Havent been sleeping regularly... Hahahaa.. Either sleep late or didnt sleep at all... Even now, my vision bit blur... Tired... Hahahaha...<br /><br />Went to cc prac yesterday, after prac, went Geylang eat... Hahahhaaa... Then lame till morning at my house with Zhong Ming... LOL... Didnt read my 孙子兵法 for pass 2 days... Must study about it:) Hehehehe... Gonna be a cunning person : x HAhahaha.....But seriously, reading those books, though will improve in thinking and become more intelligent, will also become bit scheming... LOL....<br /><br /> 我本身还蛮狡猾的. 虽不会做坏事, 但不能排除我是个阴险的人:X LOL... Its true eh...:P So people around me, do look out eh... :) Hehehehhe~~<br />Quite tired, i will rest a while, may be later create another post... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114285580907391706?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1142623531866837302006-03-17T10:44:00.000-08:002006-03-17T11:25:31.880-08:00Yoz, havent been blogging again for quite sometime:) Heheheh... I'm back~<br />Yeah, been rather cherful.. Hahahaa... All the friendship that I have, i treasure all definitely:)<br />TCG, i'm back... This is the family where i truely belong to:) Hehehehhh... Though, havent ben meting u guys for almost 6 months, but in fact, i miss u guys eh:) Each and everyone of you:) All of u are just ilke my family members:)<br /><br />Zhong Ming (Brother also, have lots common interests. Chinese culture also one of it.)<br />Yoong King (Known over 10 years. Very close brother:) Heheheh)<br />Michelle (Blur duck. Don know what is her IQ~ : x Wahahha)<br />Yi Hui (Know through Hanyun, but became one of us after some time... Close too:) Cheerful girl)<br />Anna (Easy going. No curfew so can always lame together till very late:) Heheheh... She knows lots my secret... Think must murder :X WAHAHAHHA)<br />HanYun (Sucker Fish, got lots curfew, also bit over emotional... Hahahaha)<br />Delia (Dabian LOL!!! Still blur about Zidane and Blanka~ Very jialat. IQ also very low...)<br />ShuYi (Another blur one. Think BDSCO, got too many blur people liao!!! Waahahaha...)<br />Chuti (My mei, long time no contact also, think she going TP... All the best:))<br />Yu Zhen (My mei's best friend. She and my mei must take neoprint every month one:) Close!!!)<br />Jeffery (Buay On one~~ Got any activities, don inform him liao la~ LOL!!! Stay just below me only... This mouse very scare of die one. Like to sing but then no confidence. Should join Superstars WAHAHAHAH!!! : X)<br />This are just the basic ones:) There are more, but then as i was away from this home, I'm not very sure about their personality yet:) Hahhahaha... But 1 thing for sure is that, they rocks... We will always be like this:)<br /><br />Now bout what i have been doing for the past few days... Highlight is the EXPO chinese bookfair.<br />Went with Zhong Ming. Bought the book 孙子兵法 and one 笛子新曲集:) hahaha... So will have new songs to play le...But i am currently trying my best to understand the content in the 孙子兵法.. A very good book. But bit chim cause the content is written in 文言文. Hahahaa... Luckily got the simplified part. I suppose if i can understand the content, did be much more intelligent than I am now:) Yeah man... But i will also be more cunning : x.. Wahahahaa:)<br /><br />感触<br />Things been happening around me. Have lots of thinking. XQ quited CO, performing today with Xiang Ling (stress!!!). Back to TCG, Met Boo and see his son (arrogant kid)... Out of these, think most unhappy one is see small Boo... Super arrogant. The way he taught percussion... ARGH! Though he may have a certain standard, but he's too hao lian eh. Bully my juniors and my peop in TCG!!! If it continues, heheheh, think i sure also show him my attitude :X!!! hahha... I won let my friends around me be bullied. Keep bossing around and scolding peop for no reason. Alamak, even we seniors also never boss around. We scold only when they are defiant... He scold for no reason... So, if he still like that, think i will ask my peop to hack him, ask him whack his old drum :X wahahaha..<br />Anyway, just got back my IQ test. It says mine is quite high:X WAHAHAHAHA!!! Mine is higher than average WOOHOO~ LOL... I also very hao lian... :X wahahh...<br /><br />Then still got others, but i think its not really nice for me to reveal... So another let u guys imagine ba:X hahaha... I think i pissed most of my readers... <br /><br />糟<br />This week broke liao... Really broke liao, spent my backed up money and also bought some fish stuff... Now very broke... Also been spending lots of money on food... Hahahahaa... Ate alot, think i had gain weight again... Hahaha... But after this performance, i will build again... Heheheh... I scare injured fingers so been stopping a while... I'll be back to the gym yeah.... Hehehe... Cut hair liao, looks bit funnt, but after a few days, the pattern will be out hheheh...<br /><br />I Think i will roughly end soon..<br />Most important is that I'm back with TCG... All my friends:) Yeah heheh... Will have more time to meet u all de:) heheh... See u guys and take care eh:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114262353186683730?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1141840269562444292006-03-09T02:00:00.000-08:002006-03-08T09:53:28.766-08:00Yeah:)~~... Woohoo~, just done with my fish stuff... Bought new fishes again. Hmmmm, but that day, 1 shot 3 fishes died. Sian~ -.- So must stock up with some new fishes:) Heheheh... Today, saw my fishes spawned. Unbelievable:) Hahahaa... Actually got the chance to see the whole process... Yeah man... Lucky me:) I hope the fries can survive during this periods:) Heheheh... Really very happy to see them breed. Been spending so much time, but not getting any result till today.<br /><br />Anyway, went to CO prac today.. But the attendance was not very good, thus prac was canceled. But still managed to prac bit:) Got part of the feeling, though not completely... Went to meet Jon after that... Also went to eat... Yeah man... Act quite alot... But sad to say, my body is still aching from the result of training on Monday... SO i probably cant go to the gym till tommorro:) Hope will be completely recovered....<br /><br />Oh yeah.. Really pai seh... Asked Zhong Ming &amp; Jonathan to come down CO prac, but then it was canceled... Seriously, my apology for that... :) Been really poor for the last few days... So I think i will stop spending so much on aquatic stuff...<br /><br />I had started part of my holiday plan already.. So i think at least i didnt waste this holiday... Must really spend more time doing stuff more meaningful... Yeah man... Tomorro will be another day for me to do all the fish stuff... After this spawn, i will start to condition the next pair:) Heheheh.. Hopefully I will learn more through the experiences... Interesting stuff...<br /><br />Oh ya... Hahahaa. Almost forget. Think i should ask you guys who read my blog to leave some comments ba... If not, this blog also equals to nothing... Hahaha... Pls leave some comments whenever u are reading my posts:) Hehehe thanks lot...<br /><br />Seriously don know what to add on... So i think i will end it here.. So, goondnight, sweet dreams and sleep tight:p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114184026956244429?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1141761180173512792006-03-08T04:01:00.000-08:002006-03-07T11:53:00.200-08:00Yeah guys:) really sorry that havent been blogging... Hahahaa.. Was seri0usly busy for these few days.. Though i sleep Alot, but i did missed lots of sleeping hours during my exam periods... HAhahaa...<br /><br />Been rather happy now.. Stress periods over.. can relax while.. Hahaa... But gonna really carry out my plans.. Yeah man!!! Hehehee... Went to the gym on Monday, still aching.. Whole body aching... I hope i can recover before the practice tonight.. Hahaha.<br /><br />Did something meaningful... Quite a lot, shan't list out... But really been spending most of my time on my fishes and game.. Hahahaa.. Old game.. Though old, still helped me passed most of my time... Also been reading some of my old comics... Sigh... Getting expensive... Dragon Voice... Hahahaa...<br />About singing one.. Power of a devil but with a voice of an angel... Hahahaa.. Possible? Hmmm... Singing is fun... Especially we are singing without stress. hahahaa... Been listening to some oldies also.. Mostly by Fei Yuqing... Hahahaa... Anyway, another singer to recommend... Ken Hirai.. His voice is sweet... Songs like kiss of life, and others in his latest album.. Though been out quite a while, but the first song's melody and voice made me feel so sad... Hahaha.. Despite the fact that i totally don know whats the lyrics all about... Just made me think of the past... Memories... Hahahaa...<br /><br />Todays plan... If my body recovers bout 70%, i'll go gym, then to school... Then buy fishes, and proceed back to the orchestra prac... HAhahahaa... Been looking forward to it.. Long time no play Orchestra songs... Hahahaa... Now got another new source of pressure... The performance on 18th.. Xiang Ling one... Stress... Hahahaa... Such a big event, will i spoil the whole thing? Hmmm... Not sure, but definitely, will be very serious with the prac... Heheheh....<br /><br />By the way, really need to apologise for the slowly updating... My fishes are making me tired... Hahaha... Just imagine i need to spend about 2 hours changing the water for all the small small tanks... Hahahaa... But did promised my mom to fix the problem with the phone.... Hehehe... Anyway, today is Wednesday!! YEAH~ 4D~ Hehehehe.... Hope the number i buy come out... Yeah man... short of cash... Need to do some stock in for my fishes... Heheheh... I think i will also invest in a shelve just for my aquarium stuff... Yeah man....<br /><br />Job~~~ I want a really part time job with flexible working hours.. Hahaha... Pay need not be extremely high... Just enough for me to buy Betta Splendens.. Then i will also invest in more quality bettas.. I hope my fishes will breed within this month... Heheh.. Spawn pls... Heheheh...<br /><br />不负众望, 仍然会尽全力做一切...至于她...希望能过得比我好...:) Who;s that her??? Hahhaaa.... Well, let u guys leave it to your wild imagination... Anyway, i also don care bout how other peop look at me, so:p Yeah heheheh~~~ i shant turn in le:) Night all~~ Heheheh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114176118017351279?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1140813752050904262006-02-25T04:45:00.000-08:002006-02-24T12:42:32.060-08:00Yeah... I'm glad that finally i can study.. Though not much, but I did try to cover as much as possible:) Hahaha... Hope I can pass... Anyway, good news. Bedok North 85 there now got a new fish shop... Its kinda big, though they havent finish getting all the stocks, I still think its a potential shop which I'll patronise:) Hahahaa... Lots of Bettas. Quality one also:)<br /><br />Went fish shop today... Though only for a while and only got frozen brine shrimps:) Hahahaa... Anyway, worth the trip:) Yea~~ Also went to play bball... Darn, my leg giving me prob... Hahahaa.. Still pain when I played... But my seems to lose all the skills which I had in the pass... Lay ups, dribble... All cannot make it... Hahahaa... Too long no play liao. But its a good experience... At least I know I need to do some training soon:) Heheheh... Really love Bball... Must re-train everything... Play as well as i used to.. No, better than last time:) ehehehe....<br /><br />Now just like a newbie trying to learn how to play bball... I'll spend time training during the holiday... Also building myself:) Hehehehhe.. Not forgetting my musical side--- dizi!!! Pia~ hahaha... Was thinking of whether to give up music a while ago.. But never... Cause i had spend so much time and money in it... Passion is still there... What i need now is only Time and Money:) hahaha....<br /><br />Cheerful me is telling myself that i must do my best in everything:) heheheh... Strive for the better tommorro... Havent sleep, i go sleep liao:) Yeah~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114081375205090426?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1140729774683771532006-02-23T13:12:00.000-08:002006-02-23T13:22:54.696-08:00Watch some anime... A really old one anime. Though old, i still love the characters and the storyline. Though the ending bit saddening. Hahhaa... I'm just like a kid, supporting the hero in this anime. But this anime been with me since young. Since I was in primary school... Hahaa.<br /><br />I think its worth everything to proctect the things you love... Even if it could cause the lost of my own life... : x Hahahaa.. But it certainly worth it:) Just like protecting someone you love. Hahhaa... Meaning, i'm those which the majority would consider silly... Willing to sacrifice for some something:) Even if the cost is life...<br /><br />Anyway, I'm not really scare of death. Though I won wanna die now:) But when its time to face it, just face it naturally. No one lives forever... So in such a short life, Enjoy and do whatever is meaningful to the fullest... Heheh... Sounds easy but not an easy task. Lets say even if academically i didnt performed well, I must also look forward and strive for the better:) Not discouraged... Yeah... No matter what, try to stay cheerful eh... Thats life, even if u are doing something u don like, also must try to stay cheerful...<br /><br />I'm bit blur now... Till now also havent sleep... But I suppose logically, i still talk sense? HAhahaha... Anyway, feeling bit blue now also.. The anime affected me. But also teaches me how to be a better person. To cherish whatever I have now:) Guys, also must cherish whatever u have now... hehe..<br /><br />Its more hurtful to lose something than to never have it before... If u never have it, u might not know the pain of losing it... hahaha.... So cherish whatever u have now:) Life, people around you, oppotunities... Yeah... Look forward in life and move ahead... I'll eventually lead a carefree life... Yeah~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114072977468377153?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1140635321883409392006-02-22T10:49:00.000-08:002006-02-22T11:08:41.896-08:00Yoz~<br />Hahaaa... Today's test was horrible. I hope i can pass. lol... Anyway, its over and no point brooding over it:) Look forward... Hehee.. I believe most of my friends sleep le... Some may be mugging... But as for me, I'm not in the mood to really study. I doubt i will do well... Anyway, I'll still do my best..<br /><br />Another song touches me... A nice song. Nice vocal and melody.. The singer sings with feelings also... Singing is easy, anyone can sing... But to sing with feelings as if the lyrics refering to you is not an easy task. Even if the lyrics really reflects on your life, can you express it out? Not sure who's the singer... But the song 再一次拥有 really touches me:)... Another singer whom I truely recognise the standard... Hahahaa... Who am i to really say which singer i recognise and which i don't? Hahaa... I'm not just placing my opinions:)<br /><br />Hehehee.... There are many types of singers. Some are really talented singers... Some have potential and some don't know how to sing... I like to analyse and see which one and who are those with standard... Hahahaa....<br /><br />Nowadays... There are songs which are totally meaningless.. What they are singing is only the effect... The sound effect. Vocal is no longer important. As long as you are cute enough and can speak fluently, you can sing such songs... Just read out the lyrics with the rymthym and act cute:)... You will eventually be famous... Hahahaa... Those such songs are not really high standard songs (meaning hard to sing), but are nice to listen to... Hahaaha...<br /><br />Real standards are those who can sing with emotions... Can bring out the emotions and the pitch must be rather accurate... No matter how unique your voice can be, but if you can't sing accurately in terms of pitch, you don't fall under such cathegory... Hahaaa. Really hard to be such singer... Must be musical inclined, sensitive to the music notes.. Whether its slightly higher or lower, you must feel it or at least try to adjust... I loves such songs. Vocally must be good... Hahahaa... Can sing from low to high.... Jacky Cheung... Yeah... David Tao's also:) hahahaa.... Jacky Cheung is a singer with thick vocal and express good emotions... His vibration (震音) really very nice... Not exgerated nor too little... Just nice:) Powerful singer... David Tao's good in tone variation... Hahahaa... Real voice change to fake voice, all done perfectly... However, once in a while, he can;t reach the tone.... But his songs are of standard in terms of techniques:) Yeah~ hahaha<br /><br />Another type of singer is those who't can't sing, but are either gorgeous or handsome:) They are more of the good-looking type... But vocally declined.. And they can survive due to the fact that they are go0d looking... hahaha...Such singer wouldnt survive long but eventually, they will slowly go to the screen and be actor or actress... Hahahaa...<br /><br />Which type of cathegory do you fall under? Or you totally dont sing? Hmmm.. Singing is fun and a nice way to keep yourself cheerful.. Sing yeah~~~Hope to see more people singing but songs with meaningful lyrics and melody... Also, improve vocally... Yeah... Improve together.. Heh~~~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114063532188340939?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1140459108380953992006-02-21T02:04:00.000-08:002006-02-20T10:11:48.390-08:00Been a while since I last blog~ LOL... Been rather restless these few days. Can't really focus and do something well... Either I can't concentrate or the weather is too hot. Boring... <br /><br />Though exams coming~, I'm still having this happy-go-lucky mood... Hahahaaa... How am I suppose to do well? Actually, I have the sense of urgency... But just can't realy sit and study. Thats negative. I want to pass and do well... But I didnt study... Hahahahaaa... Ti Gong must bless me:) Yeah~<br /><br />Been a long time since I last go to gym... Hahahaa.. <br />My Plan fot this coming Holiday:<br />1. Bodybuild --> Gym 3 times a week<br />2. Music --> Re-Prac all the Dizi basics<br />3. Breed Betta Splendens --> Prepare more tanks for breeding (Hehe hope can be successful)<br />4. Read more non-fiction books --> Gain more knowledge<br />5. Learn Flash (optional) --> Just to equip myself with more tools:) <br /><br />These are the 5 main ones... Actually really wish to go back play basketball, badminton and table tennis. But my leg injury. Hahaaa... Bit sad. Due to the injuries, i can't continue my favourite sports. BBall, sigh....<br /><br />Anyway, no point sighing:).. Must be cheerful. My leg~ Even if can't recover, i would also go back and play bball. But must be extremely careful and not as vigorous. Yeah man. Life short, just do what you want and don't think too much bout the consequences. What's important is not the result but the process:) heheheh....<br /><br />Tommorro my exams again. Yawnz. Boring... So many exams, hopfully that I can still pass well. Though this sem I'm really slack, I still yearn to score well. Not A's but at least B? haahahaa. <br /><br />Anyway, its ben kinda late and I gonna do some workup:) See you guys real soon:) Yeah man~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114045910838095399?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1140105494268299902006-02-16T07:18:00.000-08:002006-02-16T08:36:04.693-08:00爱是永恒<br />爱点亮心里 永远不会熄<br />燃烧真心的情意 诺言已不必<br />这一生只要有你 什么都愿意<br />有欢笑 有哭泣 一切变成甜蜜<br /><br />黑夜和晨曦 狂风和四季<br />我像温暖的摇椅<br />永远抱紧你<br /><br />我的心 从未曾犹豫<br />最真的爱 全部献给你<br /><br />我和你相守相依 真爱生死不移<br />穿过悲和喜 跨过天和地<br />我和你永不分离<br />千千万万世纪 无边无际<br />爱是永恒 因为爱是你<br /><br />生命会停息 岁月会交替<br />只要和你在一起上什么都放弃<br />我的爱 不灭的勇气<br />生生世世 只愿半着你<br /><hr /><br /><p> </p><p>This song is one of my favourites. Though it's not a new songs, the way Jacky express it... It's like he really sings with love. Seriously, it touches me:) hahaha... Sentimental. Just that i don't cry easily... However, this song really touches my heart:) hahahaa... Love this song. Yeah man... </p><p>Peop always ask me bout true love~~~ Still exist? My point of view~~~ Yeah! It does exist... There are still people who are willing to give up their life for their partner. Willing to let them go if they are happier with other half. They are willing to sacrifice and give up everything. Though it sounds ridiculous... However, I believe in it:)</p><p>Life is meaningless if everything one's going to do gonna be practical. To many peop, focusing too much on relationship is like a waste of time and blah blah blah~~~ Lol~~~ Hmmm... But I think it's worth the time to do something for someone yer like... Isn't it? </p><p>Nowadays, lots peop are engage in relationship... But I wonder how many are true love. Some just want to be in a relationship, while some just wanna search for companionship, but some are really in Love~</p><p>As V~day just passed not long, so just writing about what i am thinking... This the sentimental side of me~~~ Hahahaa... But bit odd that i will write these.. Anyway, 祝: 有情人终成眷属:)</p><p> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-114010549426829990?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22478676.post-1139974687906623752006-02-14T19:36:00.000-08:002006-02-14T22:39:43.676-08:00This is my first blog. Nothing much to say. Heh.. May be I'll update more in the night. Now in School Com lab. Trying my very best to study for the test later:) Wish me good luck.<br /><br />Now, very tired... Been studying for hours at home and in school. Hopfully i can do well for it. Lets talk about my plan for this week. Think i really need to study and focus on nothing but my studies.. Hahahaa... Been slacking around for weeks and sick for 1 month++ so must really put in 101% effort. Die die must do well. School fees expensive, thus can't afford to forward any modules.<br /><br />Rather stress... Initially i thought i could handle everything well. But now, i need to put in more effort. Only realise that i have lots of tests and exams coming. Really just realise. Must have the sense of urgency before its too late:)... I'll do my best and not really worry about the result as, what i think is the most important is not the result but the process... As long as i tried my best, there's no regret.<br /><br />After the test, will rush back, rest a while and preparet the test for this friday. Its like a memory test. Darn~ I hate such test. If its logic, at least i can understand and solve the prob in my own way. But its a memory test. Like how much u can remember = how much u score. Gosh~~~<br /><br />I doubt i can score, but hope at least a pass. :) Like i said, the most important part is not the result but its the process. Hahahaaa... Its Total Defence day today. Just heard the siren. LOL... Don't think anything would happen here. Cause there's mutual respect for all and laws are strict here.. Doubt anyone would really wanna commit crimes. Even if they do, before they commit, they'er already arrested. Efficient Police here. But they left me some bad impression years ago. Hahahahaaa. Shan't talk bout that.<br /><br /><br />Anyway, how do you guys spend V~day? Me was sick and was at home... Instead of resting, i was taking care of my 8 month old niece... Hahahaa.. Though bit tired, but rather fun. She wont keep still and keep pestering me to carry her around... Thought I could have a rest when she sleep, but woke up after sleeping for less than a hour. DUH~ but its really fun to play with her~~ hahahaa...<br /><br />Was studying during the night time today, came to school just for the Java interview... If i know its only interview, i would die die come yesterday and could sleep later today... Hahahaa... My test, 3:30... I'm in school by 9 and was free by 9:30... T_T... wasted so many hours in school... At least i can sleep more and study more in the night... Anyway, I'll do my best for the test~ YEAH~~~<br /><br />Zhu You Qing Ren Zhong Chen Juan Shu<br />All couples to be together:)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/22478676-113997468790662375?l=aishiyongheng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>AiShiYongHenghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07846229008260296925noreply@blogger.com0