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This few days really very sian... School starting soon... Yawnzzz... Hahaha. No more slacking...
Very jia lat... Nothing for me to do... Stay at home slack or sleep till very late, wake up, eat le then sleep again.. Hahaha.... Wasted lots time...

Today, went to JinHui house play dizi... Went through some songs with him... Hahaha.. Now also pretty boring.. Eveynight is like torturing me... Cause now used to sleeping late.. Nothing to do.. I can use the word lonely... So lonely... Lonely night.. Boring night life.. Just try to pass the time faster and sleep... What is my aim now... I think is to get my Diploma first... Finish NS and work... Really hope to get into a local Uni... Heheh... pretty hard i think. Too slack liao...

Now Diploma is nothing. Everyone has it.. Degree also nothing. Majority have it.. Must go even further.. Am i able to do so? I need capital and determination... Now i lack the capital. Determination is only part of it.... Even if not a local Uni, i think a private one also can. Though the cert is not that recognised... Die die also must get it...

Life here is bad. High tax, low pay... Everything is expensive thus, must look even further and dare to dream even further... Geting a stable job is not enough... But be able to earn more... 2K is very little... Its only enough if I use it alone... But i will have to feed my family... 3K is barely ok only... But 2K is the average pay here... How to survive? Pretty stress here...

In the future, if the security in other countries is better. lower crime rates, i might consider emigration... Staying here is boring. No night life... Everything limited... Expensive also... And low pay.... sigh~~~

Anyone can liao kai my xim xiang??? Hahaha... This sem, i try my best to study... Got into Game Development... Now the modules seem pretty difficult... Artificial Intelligence... Hahahahhh... How to program it? And In this country, i don see any gaming industry... So will there be work for me in the future? Uncertainty... LOL~

Hack care la... Now just pia everything... Everything also do till the best... Be it Orchestra, academically or working... All just pia... Life is pretty boring if theres nothing to be acomplished... Heheh... Hope everything gonna be fine in the future:)

Yeah~
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