纳闷

Think I been feeling down these 2 days. Been playing dizi for bout 5 years, and now, I just realised that i had played in the wrong way. My lips is giving me the prob, and only it. Xiao Peng had the same prob as I do too. He managed to overcome. Will I be able to? I think I need another 1 year to really prac all my basics again. Allover again.

I used to think that my standard is considered ok, not bad. However, now I think I'm just no different from those who had just started learning. The most basic stuff is wrongly practiced.

当你遇到挫折,你会选择放弃,还是从新来过?
Now, I'm thinking bout this question. Will I just continue playing in the wrong method and stop after I graduate, or will I have the determination to start allover again. Now, I'm still feeling bit down : x
Hopefully I'll be alright by tommorro and work a way out. 1 Thing for sure, Music is part of my life, and I will never stop loving music. I believe I'll be able to overcome it:) Wish me good luck. I always have it don't I?
Cheers~