worried

SPCO annual concert is approaching...
Current problem facing:
standard of our musicians
attendance
commitment

How many peop really worry bout this annual concert? How many actually got this sense of urgency? How many really care? Im bit lost now... Hahaha... just the basic stuffs are not done.. WIll it be a success or a failure? Really worry...

Now i still lack of suona, liu qing, and cellos.. These are the major one.. Are there really friendships? ahaha, really care for one another? Haiz.. bit tired... When some of us are willing to spend so much time, trying out very best to get things done, some are slacking, not worry and yet not really doing their job...

Even the quality of music we produce are not of any standard... Its really tiring... Hahah, but i believe its gonna be a successful performance, though mostly are guest musicians. Really thank you guys for the help...:P

Studies---> gonna pia liao.. Really spend too much time in CO le... hahaha, but enjoyable la... Hmmm, but 1 thing... Am i improving? I been playing so long, but my standard seems to be stuck at some point, instead of improving, i seem to be gettin worse... Hahaha... Bit disheartening.... But will give my best :P hope i will improve and bring myself to the next level :P