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Saturday, February 25, 2006

Yeah~~~

Yeah... I'm glad that finally i can study.. Though not much, but I did try to cover as much as possible:) Hahaha... Hope I can pass... Anyway, good news. Bedok North 85 there now got a new fish shop... Its kinda big, though they havent finish getting all the stocks, I still think its a potential shop which I'll patronise:) Hahahaa... Lots of Bettas. Quality one also:)

Went fish shop today... Though only for a while and only got frozen brine shrimps:) Hahahaa... Anyway, worth the trip:) Yea~~ Also went to play bball... Darn, my leg giving me prob... Hahahaa.. Still pain when I played... But my seems to lose all the skills which I had in the pass... Lay ups, dribble... All cannot make it... Hahahaa... Too long no play liao. But its a good experience... At least I know I need to do some training soon:) Heheheh... Really love Bball... Must re-train everything... Play as well as i used to.. No, better than last time:) ehehehe....

Now just like a newbie trying to learn how to play bball... I'll spend time training during the holiday... Also building myself:) Hehehehhe.. Not forgetting my musical side--- dizi!!! Pia~ hahaha... Was thinking of whether to give up music a while ago.. But never... Cause i had spend so much time and money in it... Passion is still there... What i need now is only Time and Money:) hahaha....

Cheerful me is telling myself that i must do my best in everything:) heheheh... Strive for the better tommorro... Havent sleep, i go sleep liao:) Yeah~~~

Thursday, February 23, 2006

感动

Watch some anime... A really old one anime. Though old, i still love the characters and the storyline. Though the ending bit saddening. Hahhaa... I'm just like a kid, supporting the hero in this anime. But this anime been with me since young. Since I was in primary school... Hahaa.

I think its worth everything to proctect the things you love... Even if it could cause the lost of my own life... : x Hahahaa.. But it certainly worth it:) Just like protecting someone you love. Hahhaa... Meaning, i'm those which the majority would consider silly... Willing to sacrifice for some something:) Even if the cost is life...

Anyway, I'm not really scare of death. Though I won wanna die now:) But when its time to face it, just face it naturally. No one lives forever... So in such a short life, Enjoy and do whatever is meaningful to the fullest... Heheh... Sounds easy but not an easy task. Lets say even if academically i didnt performed well, I must also look forward and strive for the better:) Not discouraged... Yeah... No matter what, try to stay cheerful eh... Thats life, even if u are doing something u don like, also must try to stay cheerful...

I'm bit blur now... Till now also havent sleep... But I suppose logically, i still talk sense? HAhahaha... Anyway, feeling bit blue now also.. The anime affected me. But also teaches me how to be a better person. To cherish whatever I have now:) Guys, also must cherish whatever u have now... hehe..

Its more hurtful to lose something than to never have it before... If u never have it, u might not know the pain of losing it... hahaha.... So cherish whatever u have now:) Life, people around you, oppotunities... Yeah... Look forward in life and move ahead... I'll eventually lead a carefree life... Yeah~~~

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Yoz~
Hahaaa... Today's test was horrible. I hope i can pass. lol... Anyway, its over and no point brooding over it:) Look forward... Hehee.. I believe most of my friends sleep le... Some may be mugging... But as for me, I'm not in the mood to really study. I doubt i will do well... Anyway, I'll still do my best..

Another song touches me... A nice song. Nice vocal and melody.. The singer sings with feelings also... Singing is easy, anyone can sing... But to sing with feelings as if the lyrics refering to you is not an easy task. Even if the lyrics really reflects on your life, can you express it out? Not sure who's the singer... But the song 再一次拥有 really touches me:)... Another singer whom I truely recognise the standard... Hahahaa... Who am i to really say which singer i recognise and which i don't? Hahaa... I'm not just placing my opinions:)

Hehehee.... There are many types of singers. Some are really talented singers... Some have potential and some don't know how to sing... I like to analyse and see which one and who are those with standard... Hahahaa....

Nowadays... There are songs which are totally meaningless.. What they are singing is only the effect... The sound effect. Vocal is no longer important. As long as you are cute enough and can speak fluently, you can sing such songs... Just read out the lyrics with the rymthym and act cute:)... You will eventually be famous... Hahahaa... Those such songs are not really high standard songs (meaning hard to sing), but are nice to listen to... Hahaaha...

Real standards are those who can sing with emotions... Can bring out the emotions and the pitch must be rather accurate... No matter how unique your voice can be, but if you can't sing accurately in terms of pitch, you don't fall under such cathegory... Hahaaa. Really hard to be such singer... Must be musical inclined, sensitive to the music notes.. Whether its slightly higher or lower, you must feel it or at least try to adjust... I loves such songs. Vocally must be good... Hahahaa... Can sing from low to high.... Jacky Cheung... Yeah... David Tao's also:) hahahaa.... Jacky Cheung is a singer with thick vocal and express good emotions... His vibration (震音) really very nice... Not exgerated nor too little... Just nice:) Powerful singer... David Tao's good in tone variation... Hahahaa... Real voice change to fake voice, all done perfectly... However, once in a while, he can;t reach the tone.... But his songs are of standard in terms of techniques:) Yeah~ hahaha

Another type of singer is those who't can't sing, but are either gorgeous or handsome:) They are more of the good-looking type... But vocally declined.. And they can survive due to the fact that they are go0d looking... hahaha...Such singer wouldnt survive long but eventually, they will slowly go to the screen and be actor or actress... Hahahaa...

Which type of cathegory do you fall under? Or you totally dont sing? Hmmm.. Singing is fun and a nice way to keep yourself cheerful.. Sing yeah~~~Hope to see more people singing but songs with meaningful lyrics and melody... Also, improve vocally... Yeah... Improve together.. Heh~~~

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Exams~ After Exams~~~

Been a while since I last blog~ LOL... Been rather restless these few days. Can't really focus and do something well... Either I can't concentrate or the weather is too hot. Boring...

Though exams coming~, I'm still having this happy-go-lucky mood... Hahahaaa... How am I suppose to do well? Actually, I have the sense of urgency... But just can't realy sit and study. Thats negative. I want to pass and do well... But I didnt study... Hahahahaaa... Ti Gong must bless me:) Yeah~

Been a long time since I last go to gym... Hahahaa..
My Plan fot this coming Holiday:
1. Bodybuild --> Gym 3 times a week
2. Music --> Re-Prac all the Dizi basics
3. Breed Betta Splendens --> Prepare more tanks for breeding (Hehe hope can be successful)
4. Read more non-fiction books --> Gain more knowledge
5. Learn Flash (optional) --> Just to equip myself with more tools:)

These are the 5 main ones... Actually really wish to go back play basketball, badminton and table tennis. But my leg injury. Hahaaa... Bit sad. Due to the injuries, i can't continue my favourite sports. BBall, sigh....

Anyway, no point sighing:).. Must be cheerful. My leg~ Even if can't recover, i would also go back and play bball. But must be extremely careful and not as vigorous. Yeah man. Life short, just do what you want and don't think too much bout the consequences. What's important is not the result but the process:) heheheh....

Tommorro my exams again. Yawnz. Boring... So many exams, hopfully that I can still pass well. Though this sem I'm really slack, I still yearn to score well. Not A's but at least B? haahahaa.

Anyway, its ben kinda late and I gonna do some workup:) See you guys real soon:) Yeah man~

Thursday, February 16, 2006

难过带点忧伤

爱是永恒
爱点亮心里 永远不会熄
燃烧真心的情意 诺言已不必
这一生只要有你 什么都愿意
有欢笑 有哭泣 一切变成甜蜜

黑夜和晨曦 狂风和四季
我像温暖的摇椅
永远抱紧你

我的心 从未曾犹豫
最真的爱 全部献给你

我和你相守相依 真爱生死不移
穿过悲和喜 跨过天和地
我和你永不分离
千千万万世纪 无边无际
爱是永恒 因为爱是你

生命会停息 岁月会交替
只要和你在一起上什么都放弃
我的爱 不灭的勇气
生生世世 只愿半着你


This song is one of my favourites. Though it's not a new songs, the way Jacky express it... It's like he really sings with love. Seriously, it touches me:) hahaha... Sentimental. Just that i don't cry easily... However, this song really touches my heart:) hahahaa... Love this song. Yeah man...

Peop always ask me bout true love~~~ Still exist? My point of view~~~ Yeah! It does exist... There are still people who are willing to give up their life for their partner. Willing to let them go if they are happier with other half. They are willing to sacrifice and give up everything. Though it sounds ridiculous... However, I believe in it:)

Life is meaningless if everything one's going to do gonna be practical. To many peop, focusing too much on relationship is like a waste of time and blah blah blah~~~ Lol~~~ Hmmm... But I think it's worth the time to do something for someone yer like... Isn't it?

Nowadays, lots peop are engage in relationship... But I wonder how many are true love. Some just want to be in a relationship, while some just wanna search for companionship, but some are really in Love~

As V~day just passed not long, so just writing about what i am thinking... This the sentimental side of me~~~ Hahahaa... But bit odd that i will write these.. Anyway, 祝: 有情人终成眷属:)

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Yoz~ Hi~

This is my first blog. Nothing much to say. Heh.. May be I'll update more in the night. Now in School Com lab. Trying my very best to study for the test later:) Wish me good luck.

Now, very tired... Been studying for hours at home and in school. Hopfully i can do well for it. Lets talk about my plan for this week. Think i really need to study and focus on nothing but my studies.. Hahahaa... Been slacking around for weeks and sick for 1 month++ so must really put in 101% effort. Die die must do well. School fees expensive, thus can't afford to forward any modules.

Rather stress... Initially i thought i could handle everything well. But now, i need to put in more effort. Only realise that i have lots of tests and exams coming. Really just realise. Must have the sense of urgency before its too late:)... I'll do my best and not really worry about the result as, what i think is the most important is not the result but the process... As long as i tried my best, there's no regret.

After the test, will rush back, rest a while and preparet the test for this friday. Its like a memory test. Darn~ I hate such test. If its logic, at least i can understand and solve the prob in my own way. But its a memory test. Like how much u can remember = how much u score. Gosh~~~

I doubt i can score, but hope at least a pass. :) Like i said, the most important part is not the result but its the process. Hahahaaa... Its Total Defence day today. Just heard the siren. LOL... Don't think anything would happen here. Cause there's mutual respect for all and laws are strict here.. Doubt anyone would really wanna commit crimes. Even if they do, before they commit, they'er already arrested. Efficient Police here. But they left me some bad impression years ago. Hahahahaaa. Shan't talk bout that.


Anyway, how do you guys spend V~day? Me was sick and was at home... Instead of resting, i was taking care of my 8 month old niece... Hahahaa.. Though bit tired, but rather fun. She wont keep still and keep pestering me to carry her around... Thought I could have a rest when she sleep, but woke up after sleeping for less than a hour. DUH~ but its really fun to play with her~~ hahahaa...

Was studying during the night time today, came to school just for the Java interview... If i know its only interview, i would die die come yesterday and could sleep later today... Hahahaa... My test, 3:30... I'm in school by 9 and was free by 9:30... T_T... wasted so many hours in school... At least i can sleep more and study more in the night... Anyway, I'll do my best for the test~ YEAH~~~

Zhu You Qing Ren Zhong Chen Juan Shu
All couples to be together:)