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Hmmmm... 3 plus le... I still cant sleep... ~.~ What's wrong with me? :x
Been thinking lot... This something's wrong with me... hahah... What do I wanna achieve in life? This I really need to think bout this question... Feeling bit low now... The feeling of blue... Hahahaa.. Whats wrong with me... Haizzzz....

时间已过了良久... 心里有说不出的难受...
我到了这个时候还是一样... 夜里的孤单容易叫人悲伤...
我不敢想的太多, 因为我一个人...
已过了三到四年, 我还是没有忘记一切... 很多人也不晓得我在苦脑什么..... 只劝我别想太多. 但是, 当夜里来临, 当我闭上眼,我仿佛看见了从前... 有时, 我梦见你, 梦是那么的逼真... 我竟不想醒来. 沉睡里的我们是多么的幸福...

没有你的消息是在想念你... 不知进来过得是否好... 我想自己烦恼也没用... 希望时间能冲淡一切.. 虽然过了三四年... 我能肯定的一件事是,这辈子,我都不会忘记你...

顿时的感伤是否会恢复... 我是否能够追求到我的幸福与快乐?.....
一个人独自走在毫无方向的世界,等待着能引路的.....

晚安...

Stress!!!

Hi guys... Hmmmm... Been studying, but nothing seems to get into my mind. How? Lol... Hack care. I did my best, so relax eh... Though havent sleep.. Having test later... So gonna sleep pretty soon... Wish me good luck ba.. :) I've already tried my best to study so i wont really care bout the result... Yeah man..

What have I been doing???
Hmmm, been rather busy... Hehehe. Prac dizi and meeting Tsung Wei out for supper... At least 3-4 times a week... Lol... Then slack at a playgound chit chatting... Now very broke. How can I get more money... Hehehe... Ti Gong, pls bo pi me strike 4D... Yeah man... If I strike 4D, I would not be so sian...

What I want now???
A few new Dizi.
A new phone. (Current phone not much function, very sian)
If really possible, I wanna go learn car... Heheheh...
Good grades for my exam...
Best is that I can enter local Uni... Which I don really have confident... ~.~

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Music is part of my life. :) I must say, without music, my life would be dull... Black and white world... So, heheh, I must pia in my Dizi also... Die die must improve and go to the next level.:) Yeah... Though havent solve the mouth prob, but I must say, I can't live without music. Yeah...
Hope to live in a musical world :p

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In the future, I wish to migrate to Taiwan... Heheheh... Nice food and nice place. Too many things to eat le... And its a Chinese culture country, thus, I would get more resources in for my dizi... Yea... Places of interest also more.. So, if possible, migrate to Taiwan... New dreamland... Yeah!!!

Shall end yer tonight... must sleep le:) See u guys pretty soon:)

感触良多

近来,我过的并不是很快乐...
世间上.有多少人真的会在乎别人的感受? 有又多少人真重视友谊? 有多少人又真的能称得上是我兄弟? 虽说"落地为兄弟,何必骨肉亲"....但,有谁肯与我出生入死,就算是知道是难逃次劫也会陪我放手一博?
曾经把一个朋友当做是自己弟弟... 管他遇到任何麻烦,都肯陪他度过...但,我得到的却是负面的回报... 以前,只要他有求于我,我都不会说不, 且还尽量帮忙到底.
从今以后,不可能. 为何我要把我的时间浪费在一个只顾自己而不为他人着想的人? 我就是我... 我不回尽一切能力讨好一个人. 我比较直来直往. 不爽就是不爽.
后悔曾经当他是兄弟......

疯

Heh... havent been blogging... Super stressed... Did my best for my assignments.. So i don care bout the grade also... though i don really have a good impression bout it... Heheh...I cant even believe myself that i had slept less than 15 hours this whole week... When a person is supposed to sleep 8 hours in just a day... And also, i can still attend school regularly... Legendary me... Wahahaa... But did suffered severed headache... Hmmmm....

Been extremely busy these few days... Busy is 1 thing, but if u are Stress and Busy at the same time... Horrible experience for me...

Friends around me are like slowly becoming more and more distant from me le... sad.... Jonathan went army le... Kai Xian going in also... I had also been pressed down by the assignments thus didnt really contact them... Ya...Pai seh eh guys, that time ask me out for dinner but i cant go.. Heheh...

Now holiday le, i will spend most of my time catching up with friends, and also study... Afterall, i wanna get good grades... Though don know whether i am able to... Ya...

I must also apologise to friends that i havent been contacting... Heheh.... Really stress till i can almost Ki Siao... hahaa... But i can still see peop slacking and chionging their assignments last minues... Arent they afraid that they might not make it? I was rather sad also la.. I spent so much time on my assignments, but i doubt i will do well for it...

Holiday also means crazy prac dizi... Heheheh... Yeah.... This is just a 3 weeks break... If not, i would also upgrade myself... Learn to use more software.. Like photoshop, flash and Maya.... Yeah, studying IT means must keep upgrading or outdated....

I wanna make it big in my life eh... Heheh... Yeah, also to bring joy to peop around me.... So, friends, pls keep in contact eh... Though not same school le, but afterall u guys are as close as my blood-ties heheh...

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SPCO...
Stress... Bonding really there? Peop really coming regularly? Standard really improving??? Hmmm... These are the uncertainties within me... I don SPCO to be only a place for music, but also a place for friendship... Hmmm... Where peop can come and relax and catch up here...

Annual concert had also been postpone to Sept... Theres this coming performance on 13th of June.. Must start preparing le...