Ai Shi Yong Heng

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Hi...
Havent been blogging again... Sian.. Nowadays, i totally have no time for body-building... Oh gosh... Hahahaha.... School work + SPCO + Siong Ling + BBCO = No more time... Hahahaha.... Hmmm.... What have I been doing?

Attending school and CO meetings... Lots of things to come again... Another training camp, and Annual Concert... And also another exchange programme... Gonna go Shanghai... Everything so cramp now... Stress... Yeah... I'm going to do my best in these aspect eh~

Hmmmm... Not sure what to write bout le... May be I'll be back tonight to write :)



Like I said, I'm back:)....
Just now chatted with a friend... Seems that she feeling rather unhappy.... Hmmm, hope yer are ok.... Don think too much ok:) Cheer up, we will be there for yer de... Yeah... Anything, just give me a call...

Been slacking too much le... Now must really pia in my studies le... Not as good as Year 1 Sem 1, but much better than Year 2 sem 2:) Heheheheh... I will try to work harder... Pls push me friends round me:) Yeah.....

Another thing which i think is rather funny... A CO is gonna perform at SCH... Hmmm, their tickets are much more expensive then those Professional one... And the songs are actually ok.. Mostly heard by others, but its still too expensive... I hope they can have a good respond... Jia You eh peop:) All the best~

希望一切都很好... 我周围的朋友都开心快乐... :)
TCG, miss u guys eh... Anytime we free, just go out have fun yeah:)

Monday, May 15, 2006

感想

Was this FO camp really successful?
Am i a good leader?

判逆行的我已变成了一个先考虑后果的人. 我把一切心思都放进去但得到的成果并不多. 我始终拥有不放弃的勇气... 但是现在的我可能不能在箱以前这样勇往直前.. 当我将我的100%奉献出来,我得到的评语是我还不够认真... 你们真的想看见100%认真的我吗? 难道你们不后悔? 倘若我太严肃,我怕会伤害到大家...

说话太直接会显得我很刻薄... 果然,做人真不容易... 我想把一切都做得票票亮亮.. 但我缺乏人手.. 更残忍的是有人的行为妨碍我做的更好... 现在,我开始怀疑我自己.. 我是否是个可靠的领导人... 我是否能把最好的呈现出来?

信心不是唾手可得的... 我的已逐渐的被摧毁... 或许我需要时间来充沛自己吧....
当你遇见困难时,你会继续奋斗或选择放弃呢???

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Hi guys... Hmmm, CO camp is over.. Had fun too... Hahaha... All thanks to the committee:)
Basically, i wasnt around when the camp started... Hmm, went to Siong Leng for the performance. Was back by about 5... But I only see a few freshies... (sad) But then, the activity was best... Hahaha... Went for dinner, and KBOX!!!

Am I too welfare? Hahaha... Basically, I didnt collect any funds for the camp, but I subsidised lots of stuffs... For instance dinner and KBOX... Hahaha... But I believe i did the right thing:) Overall, this camp is consider a success ba:)

Hmmm... Slept whole day... Still very tired : x hahahah.... Now is the time to pia my assignments and also the Annual concert liao:) Must start planning everything..

现在的一切都不错:) 我喜欢现在,但可以更好. 珍惜所有一切...

Cheers:)

Monday, May 08, 2006

纳闷

Think I been feeling down these 2 days. Been playing dizi for bout 5 years, and now, I just realised that i had played in the wrong way. My lips is giving me the prob, and only it. Xiao Peng had the same prob as I do too. He managed to overcome. Will I be able to? I think I need another 1 year to really prac all my basics again. Allover again.

I used to think that my standard is considered ok, not bad. However, now I think I'm just no different from those who had just started learning. The most basic stuff is wrongly practiced.

当你遇到挫折,你会选择放弃,还是从新来过?
Now, I'm thinking bout this question. Will I just continue playing in the wrong method and stop after I graduate, or will I have the determination to start allover again. Now, I'm still feeling bit down : x
Hopefully I'll be alright by tommorro and work a way out. 1 Thing for sure, Music is part of my life, and I will never stop loving music. I believe I'll be able to overcome it:) Wish me good luck. I always have it don't I?
Cheers~